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Welcome to Fin’s World Dear Soul
Love Is No Lightweight Dear Soul – just saying before you read on. For when you truly know the depths of agony and despair of love, then and only then can you evoke and be love. Therein if you do not truly know love do not speak the rhetoric of cliches to the suffering and offer them sound bites like Romans 8:28 KJV, the trials of Job and of Jeremiah et al., or you’re choosing to suffer re: Eckhart Tolle as their worlds fall in just to say something. For thats not love and thats not wisdom or understanding. Thats not holding the space and thats not meeting another soul heart to heart. Its utter ignorance, its arrogance, its egoic, its cowardly, its running away and in truth its a wicked nabal state and most disagreeable. For; truly its the low hanging fruit ramblings of at best a well meaning fool and at worst the nonsensical froth of an insensitive egoic deviant nabal. As such neither expressions serve soul or love they’re simply expressions of overt self-gratification at the expense of the one amidst suffering. How would I know? Far to many experiences of the like over six plus very long decades. You see; when soul truly speaks about love and when soul lives from the loving celestial palace of love. That love is unimpressed by praise and requires no validation for such love knows the way, the truth and the life. Indeed that love is strong and far from weak, for; that love is truly innate and not manufactured. It was born in spiritus and wholly through inner struggle and purification in an earnest endeavour to be and to become more Christos like. Therein; it is a love that isn’t in any way shape or form drawn to or inclined towards complying either passively or actively with fatuous inculcation just to fit into some fuzzy ideology or delusional piety. The love I write about, speak about and aspire to is powerful. It is a love that is present amidst ones own suffering, a love that sees the christos in all things. Indeed that love is authentic and it doesn’t roll over and turn into a doormat for those who offer nowt but endless lies, fear, insanity, wickedness and hypocrisy or those fuelled solely by violent hate. That love stands firm in all of lifes situations for it was forged upon the anvil of immense suffering dear soul. As such that love does not have to be liked or like all things or anything such that love might flow from deep, deep within. It is love that can sit with all the many emotions that rise and fall within mortal man. Indeed it is love that knows that love has no need to fight, no need to confront and no need conquer anything dear soul. Whats more it is love that has no need to die for any false flag dear soul. You see the love that I lay mentionable before you is agape and timelessness dear soul. For; truly agape is not the absurd falsity of co-dependency, nor is it waffle formulated through incongruence. You see; agape knows the hearts of men through their words, deeds and actions. Such is the mirror of simple souls by Marguerite Porete, for truly agape is the; pearl of great price. As such and all that being said read on dear soul in love. For there is a time to laugh and a time to cry, a time live and a time to die. So please, please get all of your timings right dear soul for this sacred journey is not about you it’s about loving service, yes; its about loving spirit in soul. For; “the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshippers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship him. God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth.” ~ John 4:23-24 KJV. Now if the word God troubles you dear soul ponder this for; “I think there’s no way how anybody can prove God or the existence of God or even the spiritual life, if you don’t want to believe it, that’s fine. It is something which comes in from my experience, only through the application of the laws of exercises, which really made a change in my own life.” ~ Hans Wilhelm.
That said;
“Do not confuse the darkness of love with depression or the lies of the father of lies.” ~ Fin
For;
“The wicked spirit sullies all things willingly, whilst the holy spirit lovingly exalts love.” ~ Fin
Therein;
“Know that one who sees the christos rise within will love the christos in all things.” ~ Fin
For;
“There is no darkness beyond lights love and no suffering beyond loves holy peace.” ~ Fin
Amen
Nevertheless; once you’ve looked upon the face of pure evil as I have through the decades of trial no holy soul can or will ever be the same again. For I incarnated into pure wickedness and have been targeted relentlessly by the innate wickedness of Nabals and beyond endurance at times. Now in truth I’d rather you didn’t have to experience such wickedness dear soul. But the sad, sad truth is that this lowly plane is full to overflowing with wickedness not love. Therein it is ever more so important that you, I and we who are empaths and super empaths stay grounded in love. For harsh though our journey may often times be glory awaits every holy soul. So trust love and self empty dear soul that you become wholly more therein lighting the way home for all. You see its all well and good understanding the psychology of cluster b personality types for understanding can help ones healing journey. But psychological understanding does not truly address the true reason for such wickedness. Because that inexplicable wickedness is neither nature or nurture its actually the spirit of evil and as such is innately and inherently demonic. For its the lying, toxic and abusing face of pure evil. Indeed the mortal and mortals who enter your life filled with deception, love bombing, intrigue, abuse, anger, hatred, drama, false victimhood, slander and devaluations. Yes the mortal, mortals and their flying monkeys who are always seeking revenge and to hurt and destroy you. As such love their soul but not their sin and sinfulness and empower yourself, knowing that all the harm they’re inflicting upon you is simply the amassing of their own ungodly karma. Therein and please understand that you cannot forgive them or such depths of satanism for the Nabals acts of gross indecency were not of this world but of a world that detests love and light. As such only God can truly forgive the pure wickedness and seemingly unimaginable actions of a Nabal. So see the face of evil for what it is and rebuke satan in the name of the Lord God Almighty. For your only role is to evolve loving soul. NB I’m not talking religion and I’m not in woo woo land. This lowly plane is awash with low vibrational beings and simply calling them cluster b’s isn’t enough. For; “we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.” ~ Ephesians 6:12 KJV.
“When I began to take evil seriously, so the loving light burned brighter within.” ~ Fin
Now In Mind, Body, Spirit, Love Dear Soul – yes love dear soul with all of your being. In the midst of your joys and life’s inevitable sorrows. Love dear soul with all of your being. Knowing truly that biblical translation references to charity actually mean agape love. Thereafter and in knowing the one who truly loves truly knows the eternity of soul and that no greater mortal has ever walked this planet than Saint Paul. For the one who reaches out and holds the space as others suffer knows love and that is innate agape. Where as the one who lectures, postulates or offers cliches to the suffering as some form of perceived compassion, wisdom or understanding is simply a narcissistic program. Note: the former is eternal life as the latter is eternal death. Such that and in knowing; “Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal. And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing. And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing. Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil; Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth; Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things. Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away. For we know in part, and we prophesy in part. But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away. When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things. For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known. And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three; but the greatest of these is charity.” ~ 1 Corinthians 13 KJV Saint Paul, Saint to Saints.
“If you die before you die, you won’t die when you die.” ~ St. Paul’s Monastery Mount Athos.
You Alone Must Do The Work Dear Soul – there is no other way. For believing you are wholly redeemed by your faith in jesus for he did all the salvational work for you is simply nonsense. Indeed it’s delusional dear soul born out of an unwillingness to do the great inner works that are required to resolve your souls dissonance. You see there is no progress for any soul in the state of passive faith. For spirit in soul growth requires active faith which means becoming less that you can become more. Likewise claiming that you forgive or have forgiven another is not in truth forgiveness. For true forgiveness is born out of a radical willingness to accept that those things or beings that caused or sort to cause you great harm. Were and are all part of a divinely orchestrated plan designed to facility your soul growth. For true acceptance is where agape lives dear soul, for radical agape dismantles all falsity.
“The wicked spirit knows not love, whilst the holy spirit is love.” ~ Fin
So dear soul and in closing I pray that all your joys may be great and all your sufferings may be light and that free is your heart to love unconditionally. For this is a harsh journey dear soul unto loving harmonic balance. Indeed a journey through the abyss of hatred and violence seeking the love that truly transcends all things inwardly and outwardly. Spirit in soul doing precisely what spirit in soul is designed to do i.e. uplift, empower and inspire all souls unto loves holy liberation. For that which is born of flesh is flesh, that which is born of spirit is spirit and in spiritus; “Light has come into the world, but people love darkness instead of light because their deeds are evil. Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that their deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what they have done has been done in the sight of God.” ~ John 3:19-20 NIV. So say yes to LOVE dear soul, LOVE with all your being.
”I pray that every soul awakens the essence of loves eternity deep within.” ~ Fin
That said I invite you now to explore the life and the book of this man. Raphael’s Legacy battling for the right to life was my first self help book and you can purchase a copy here. In truth and please note this book was written in an internet cafe in south london. Not an exercise in vanity but an exercise in love for despite my insanely poor health and prognosis. My soul pulled out all the stops to ensure this book was written that no other soul should have to endure the depth of abuse and suffering that I’d been through up to that time circa 2007-8. A four plus decade journey through the abyss of obscene hatred, loss, unrelenting abuse, illness and attack so dark that the light all but blinded me. Such is the power of love dear soul that nowt but love can heal. For that is the eternal sacred journey of soul. Please note dear soul that this documented journey was simply the journey of soul through purification. Deeper and much greater suffering arose through the decades of illumination unto unification. Books that will only be published when I am no more spirit in soul in mortal. Amen
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Love is; one in one of one.
Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries
Illumination – Mystical Prayers
Unification – Kenosis is Love
Love is; one in one of one.
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“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer
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Dear; St. Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle, be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him we humbly pray; and do thou, O Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God, cast into hell Satan and all the evil spirits who prowl about the world seeking the ruin of souls. Amen.
Spirit in Soul 