Loving All Through Humility

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Welcome to Fin’s World Dear Soul

Note to Soul – Take note little mortal your mortal life is but a dream within a dream. As such you’re not wealthy and powerful, nor are you poor and powerless, neither are you healthy or in a state of dis-ease. You see the truth is that all this low vibrational matter nonsense is not who you really are for you were long before your psyche created the chaos and insanity of this delusion as a multidimensional means to experience, explore and educate. As such these delusions are finite and I know that my mortal body is going to die soon dear soul like yours it can but not. Still I’m ever so grateful it’s not the old man through grace but the new man in christos that will die in christ. For it is easy to cast off the clay vessel when the holy works of soul have been done. Indeed a divine law that states; “If you die before you die, then you won’t die when you die.” Why? Because that is the way, the truth and the life in kenosis and so be it so L’Alam Al-Mein Aa-meen. You see when you water a seed with poison it dies likewise ones heart, but when you water a seed with love it thrives, liken unto a loving heart. So you must submerge yourself wholly holy dear soul into the grieving and letting go process of releasing through love the old man or woman. For to honour that death heralds the actualised birth of the new man or woman and from that dear soul so is humility truly born anew. You see a dream is but a dream and the old man or woman were but a dream. Yes a dream amidst a dream within the timeless and cosmic essence of love. That is the sacred journey of soul upon this lowly, lowly plane. A dream within a dream eternal soul, indeed a journey sun rise unto son set dear soul.

For truly you are eternal energetic spiritus in soul experiencing nowt but the actions of cosmic laws through the density of low vibrational matter. All of which is truly a dream within a dream with immense consequences. So when the travails of the sixth mansion et al., seek to all but overcome the one consumed with love for God. Be mindful dear soul of the toxic tricks, lies, false piety, wickedness and hypocrisy of the father of lies and his nabals and ground your entire being in the litany of humility prayer of Cardinal Rafael Merry del Val (1865-1930). For prayer is not religion its truly divinity aligning with divinity. Therein; master the art of heartfelt prayer and become less to become more. For that is truly aligning with loving humility where it is assuredly safe to pray dear soul; “O my Lord Jesus meek and humble of heart, hear me. From the desire of being esteemed, deliver me, Lord Jesus. From the desire of being loved deliver me, Lord Jesus. From the desire of being extolled, deliver me, Lord Jesus. From the desire of being honoured, deliver me, Lord Jesus. From the desire of being praised, deliver me, Lord Jesus. From the desire of being preferred to others, deliver me, Lord Jesus. From the desire of being consulted, deliver me, Lord Jesus. From the desire of being approved, deliver me, Lord Jesus. From the fear of being humiliated, deliver me, Lord Jesus. From the fear of being despised, deliver me, Lord Jesus. From the fear of suffering rebukes, deliver me, Lord Jesus. From the fear of being calumniated, deliver me, Lord Jesus. From the fear of being forgotten, deliver me, Lord Jesus. From the fear of being ridiculed, deliver me, Lord Jesus. From the fear of being wronged, deliver me, Lord Jesus. From the fear of being suspected, deliver me, Lord Jesus. That others may be loved more than I, Lord Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it. That others may be esteemed more than I, deliver me, Lord Jesus. That, in the opinion of the world, others may increase and I may decrease, deliver me, Lord Jesus. That others may be chosen and I set aside, deliver me, Lord Jesus. That others may be praised and I unnoticed, deliver me, Lord Jesus. That others may be preferred to me in everything, deliver me, Lord Jesus. That others may become holier than I, provided that I may become as holy as I should, deliver me, Lord Jesus.” And thereafter; “Let nothing disturb you, Let nothing frighten you, All things are passing away: God never changes. Patience obtains all things, Whoever has God lacks nothing; God alone suffices.” ~ Saint Teresa of Avila.

That said;

“Do not confuse the darkness of love with depression or the lies of the father of lies.” ~ Fin

For;

“The wicked spirit sullies all things willingly, whilst the holy spirit lovingly exalts love.” ~ Fin

Therein;

“Know that one who sees the christos rise within will love the christos in all things.” ~ Fin

For;

“There is no darkness beyond lights love and no suffering beyond loves holy peace.” ~ Fin

So Dear Soul

”Take this kiss upon the brow! And, in parting from you now, Thus much let me avow You are not wrong, who deem That my days have been a dream; Yet if hope has flown away In a night, or in a day, In a vision, or in none, Is it therefore the less gone? All that we see or seem Is but a dream within a dream. I stand amid the roar Of a surf-tormented shore, And I hold within my hand Grains of the golden sand How few! yet how they creep Through my fingers to the deep, While I weep while I weep! O God! Can I not grasp Them with a tighter clasp? O God! can I not save One from the pitiless wave? Is all that we see or seem But a dream within a dream?” ~ Edgar Allan Poe.

Now before you too awaken from your dream within a dream holy soul I invite you to explore the life and the book of this man. Raphael’s Legacy battling for the right to life was my first self help book and you can purchase a copy here. In truth and please note this book was written in an internet cafe in south london. Not an exercise in vanity but an exercise in love for despite my insanely poor health and prognosis. My soul pulled out all the stops to ensure this book was written that no other soul should have to endure the depth of abuse and suffering that I’d been through up to that time circa 2007-8. A four plus decade journey through the abyss of obscene hatred, loss, unrelenting abuse, illness and attack so dark that the light all but blinded me. Such is the power of love dear soul that nowt but love can heal. For that is the eternal sacred journey of soul. Please note dear soul that this documented journey was simply the journey of soul through purification. Deeper and much greater suffering arose through the decades of illumination unto unification. Books that will only be published when I am no more spirit in soul in mortal. Amen

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Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

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Seekers Contact Form

“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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Dear; St. Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle, be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him we humbly pray; and do thou, O Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God, cast into hell Satan and all the evil spirits who prowl about the world seeking the ruin of souls. Amen.

Love With All Of Your Being

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Welcome to Fin’s World Dear Soul

Love Is No Lightweight Dear Soul – just saying before you read on. For when you truly know the depths of agony and despair of love, then and only then can you evoke and be love. Therein if you do not truly know love do not speak the rhetoric of cliches to the suffering and offer them sound bites like Romans 8:28 KJV, the trials of Job and of Jeremiah et al., or you’re choosing to suffer re: Eckhart Tolle as their worlds fall in just to say something. For thats not love and thats not wisdom or understanding. Thats not holding the space and thats not meeting another soul heart to heart. Its utter ignorance, its arrogance, its egoic, its cowardly, its running away and in truth its a wicked nabal state and most disagreeable. For; truly its the low hanging fruit ramblings of at best a well meaning fool and at worst the nonsensical froth of an insensitive egoic deviant nabal. As such neither expressions serve soul or love they’re simply expressions of overt self-gratification at the expense of the one amidst suffering. How would I know? Far to many experiences of the like over six plus very long decades. You see; when soul truly speaks about love and when soul lives from the loving celestial palace of love. That love is unimpressed by praise and requires no validation for such love knows the way, the truth and the life. Indeed that love is strong and far from weak, for; that love is truly innate and not manufactured. It was born in spiritus and wholly through inner struggle and purification in an earnest endeavour to be and to become more Christos like. Therein; it is a love that isn’t in any way shape or form drawn to or inclined towards complying either passively or actively with fatuous inculcation just to fit into some fuzzy ideology or delusional piety. The love I write about, speak about and aspire to is powerful. It is a love that is present amidst ones own suffering, a love that sees the christos in all things. Indeed that love is authentic and it doesn’t roll over and turn into a doormat for those who offer nowt but endless lies, fear, insanity, wickedness and hypocrisy or those fuelled solely by violent hate. That love stands firm in all of lifes situations for it was forged upon the anvil of immense suffering dear soul. As such that love does not have to be liked or like all things or anything such that love might flow from deep, deep within. It is love that can sit with all the many emotions that rise and fall within mortal man. Indeed it is love that knows that love has no need to fight, no need to confront and no need conquer anything dear soul. Whats more it is love that has no need to die for any false flag dear soul. You see the love that I lay mentionable before you is agape and timelessness dear soul. For; truly agape is not the absurd falsity of co-dependency, nor is it waffle formulated through incongruence. You see; agape knows the hearts of men through their words, deeds and actions. Such is the mirror of simple souls by Marguerite Porete, for truly agape is the; pearl of great price. As such and all that being said read on dear soul in love. For there is a time to laugh and a time to cry, a time live and a time to die. So please, please get all of your timings right dear soul for this sacred journey is not about you it’s about loving service, yes; its about loving spirit in soul. For; “the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshippers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship him. God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth.” ~ John 4:23-24 KJV. Now if the word God troubles you dear soul ponder this for; “I think there’s no way how anybody can prove God or the existence of God or even the spiritual life, if you don’t want to believe it, that’s fine. It is something which comes in from my experience, only through the application of the laws of exercises, which really made a change in my own life.” ~ Hans Wilhelm.

That said;

“Do not confuse the darkness of love with depression or the lies of the father of lies.” ~ Fin

For;

“The wicked spirit sullies all things willingly, whilst the holy spirit lovingly exalts love.” ~ Fin

Therein;

“Know that one who sees the christos rise within will love the christos in all things.” ~ Fin

For;

“There is no darkness beyond lights love and no suffering beyond loves holy peace.” ~ Fin

Amen

Nevertheless; once you’ve looked upon the face of pure evil as I have through the decades of trial no holy soul can or will ever be the same again. For I incarnated into pure wickedness and have been targeted relentlessly by the innate wickedness of Nabals and beyond endurance at times. Now in truth I’d rather you didn’t have to experience such wickedness dear soul. But the sad, sad truth is that this lowly plane is full to overflowing with wickedness not love. Therein it is ever more so important that you, I and we who are empaths and super empaths stay grounded in love. For harsh though our journey may often times be glory awaits every holy soul. So trust love and self empty dear soul that you become wholly more therein lighting the way home for all. You see its all well and good understanding the psychology of cluster b personality types for understanding can help ones healing journey. But psychological understanding does not truly address the true reason for such wickedness. Because that inexplicable wickedness is neither nature or nurture its actually the spirit of evil and as such is innately and inherently demonic. For its the lying, toxic and abusing face of pure evil. Indeed the mortal and mortals who enter your life filled with deception, love bombing, intrigue, abuse, anger, hatred, drama, false victimhood, slander and devaluations. Yes the mortal, mortals and their flying monkeys who are always seeking revenge and to hurt and destroy you. As such love their soul but not their sin and sinfulness and empower yourself, knowing that all the harm they’re inflicting upon you is simply the amassing of their own ungodly karma. Therein and please understand that you cannot forgive them or such depths of satanism for the Nabals acts of gross indecency were not of this world but of a world that detests love and light. As such only God can truly forgive the pure wickedness and seemingly unimaginable actions of a Nabal. So see the face of evil for what it is and rebuke satan in the name of the Lord God Almighty. For your only role is to evolve loving soul. NB I’m not talking religion and I’m not in woo woo land. This lowly plane is awash with low vibrational beings and simply calling them cluster b’s isn’t enough. For; “we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.” ~ Ephesians 6:12 KJV.

“When I began to take evil seriously, so the loving light burned brighter within.” ~ Fin

Now In Mind, Body, Spirit, Love Dear Soul – yes love dear soul with all of your being. In the midst of your joys and life’s inevitable sorrows. Love dear soul with all of your being. Knowing truly that biblical translation references to charity actually mean agape love. Thereafter and in knowing the one who truly loves truly knows the eternity of soul and that no greater mortal has ever walked this planet than Saint Paul. For the one who reaches out and holds the space as others suffer knows love and that is innate agape. Where as the one who lectures, postulates or offers cliches to the suffering as some form of perceived compassion, wisdom or understanding is simply a narcissistic program. Note: the former is eternal life as the latter is eternal death. Such that and in knowing; “Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal. And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing. And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing. Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil; Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth; Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things. Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away. For we know in part, and we prophesy in part. But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away. When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things. For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known. And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three; but the greatest of these is charity.” ~ 1 Corinthians 13 KJV Saint Paul, Saint to Saints.

“If you die before you die, you won’t die when you die.” ~ St. Paul’s Monastery Mount Athos.

You Alone Must Do The Work Dear Soul – there is no other way. For believing you are wholly redeemed by your faith in jesus for he did all the salvational work for you is simply nonsense. Indeed it’s delusional dear soul born out of an unwillingness to do the great inner works that are required to resolve your souls dissonance. You see there is no progress for any soul in the state of passive faith. For spirit in soul growth requires active faith which means becoming less that you can become more. Likewise claiming that you forgive or have forgiven another is not in truth forgiveness. For true forgiveness is born out of a radical willingness to accept that those things or beings that caused or sort to cause you great harm. Were and are all part of a divinely orchestrated plan designed to facility your soul growth. For true acceptance is where agape lives dear soul, for radical agape dismantles all falsity.

“The wicked spirit knows not love, whilst the holy spirit is love.” ~ Fin

So dear soul and in closing I pray that all your joys may be great and all your sufferings may be light and that free is your heart to love unconditionally. For this is a harsh journey dear soul unto loving harmonic balance. Indeed a journey through the abyss of hatred and violence seeking the love that truly transcends all things inwardly and outwardly. Spirit in soul doing precisely what spirit in soul is designed to do i.e. uplift, empower and inspire all souls unto loves holy liberation. For that which is born of flesh is flesh, that which is born of spirit is spirit and in spiritus; “Light has come into the world, but people love darkness instead of light because their deeds are evil. Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that their deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what they have done has been done in the sight of God.” ~ John 3:19-20 NIV. So say yes to LOVE dear soul, LOVE with all your being.

”I pray that every soul awakens the essence of loves eternity deep within.” ~ Fin

That said I invite you now to explore the life and the book of this man. Raphael’s Legacy battling for the right to life was my first self help book and you can purchase a copy here. In truth and please note this book was written in an internet cafe in south london. Not an exercise in vanity but an exercise in love for despite my insanely poor health and prognosis. My soul pulled out all the stops to ensure this book was written that no other soul should have to endure the depth of abuse and suffering that I’d been through up to that time circa 2007-8. A four plus decade journey through the abyss of obscene hatred, loss, unrelenting abuse, illness and attack so dark that the light all but blinded me. Such is the power of love dear soul that nowt but love can heal. For that is the eternal sacred journey of soul. Please note dear soul that this documented journey was simply the journey of soul through purification. Deeper and much greater suffering arose through the decades of illumination unto unification. Books that will only be published when I am no more spirit in soul in mortal. Amen

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Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

A – Ω

Seekers Contact Form

“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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Dear; St. Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle, be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him we humbly pray; and do thou, O Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God, cast into hell Satan and all the evil spirits who prowl about the world seeking the ruin of souls. Amen.

Free The Bee, Free Your Soul

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Welcome to Fin’s World Dear Soul

In Heart, In Soul, Love Dear Soul – yes love dear soul with all of your being. In the midst of your joys and life’s inevitable sorrows. Love dear soul with all of your being. For when you do you will truly awaken. Thereafter you will know that you are not a mortal but in truth illuminated spirit in soul. How do I know? Well long story short. I incarnated into absolute ignorance, prejudice and dissonance and as I mimicked that which I was shown. Greater became my sorrow for none yes none of it resonated with me. Therein allow me to elucidate a little allegory for you dear soul. As a child I observed my parents, my siblings, my peers and my extended family for clues and cues unto how I must act e.g. the little bee. It was the custom amongst those I incarnated into to see everything as a threat and something to be destroyed. O the irony boy did they enjoy trying to annihilate me, but I digress, back to the bee.

“I know nothing, I am nothing, I seek nothing, I choose love.” ~ Fin

Every time a bee, a hornet or fly entered our home wallop. It and they were summary splattered with a rolled up news paper. What’s more great glee was taken from that act of gross abomination. There was never even a thought to open a window and free that little soul. Nope, said perpetrator had violated some unwritten cosmic law and therein it was only right that it must be annihilated. I as you would expect bought into the acts of my teachers and so as a rite of passage it became my turn to perform that grisly act. As I did so great tension arose deep, deep within me as I approached the intruding bee. Followed immediately by the ceremonial glee at the point of it’s horrendous and wicked demise. But then to my complete bewilderment I became overwhelmed with grief at the sheer horror of my merciless deed. Thereafter I was ridiculed without mercy for enquiring why and crying over what I’d just done. I didn’t understand at that tender age of five that I was awakened and not in the tone, frequency or vibration of my birth family. Albeit I would pay very, very dearly for that as my journey unfolded.

Still there is and was great learning to be gained for me in making such a journey. You see; if you can kill the bee, you can kill the son and if you can kill the son you can kill the man. If you can kill the man you can kill the family and if you can kill the family you can kill the whole town. Now once you’ve killed the whole town you can surely kill the country, thereafter its easy peasy to kill multiple countries. Now when all said and done dear soul if you can kill many countries why stop there surely you can kill the planet and then what is there left to kill dear soul? Well the holy answer is that we’re not here to kill dear soul we are here to love. Yes I know its not easy to love when life is harsh and those who cannot love do all manner of evil against us. But you can love if you truly try although that requires letting go of fear and hate, for there is no other way. Therein; take heart and embrace love dear soul. Free the bee and free yourself. Take tiny loving steps everyday. Learn to love with all of your being knowing truly that you are in this lowly world but not of it. See the bee in everyone and everything, empower and inspire your brothers and sisters to be all they can be. Trust that you are immortal dear soul and that all actions carry with them karmic consequences. Therein; breathe and fear not. Love unconditionally and truly know that the one who wrote this loves you unconditionally. Thereafter and in closing I pray that all your joys may be great and all your sufferings may be light and that free is your heart to love unconditionally. For this is a harsh journey dear soul unto loving harmonic balance. Indeed a journey through the abyss of hatred and violence seeking the love that truly transcends all things inwardly and outwardly. Spirit in soul doing precisely what spirit in soul is designed to do i.e. uplift, empower and inspire all souls unto loves holy liberation.

”We are slowed down sound and light waves, a walking bundle of frequencies tuned to the cosmos.” ~ Albert Einstein

That said I invite you now to explore the life and the book of this man. Raphael’s Legacy battling for the right to life was my first self help book and you can purchase a copy here. In truth and please note this book was written in an internet cafe in south london. Not an exercise in vanity but an exercise in love for despite my insanely poor health and prognosis. My soul pulled out all the stops to ensure this book was written that no other soul should have to endure the depth of abuse and suffering that I’d been through up to that time circa 2007-8. A four plus decade journey through the abyss of obscene hatred, loss, unrelenting abuse, illness and attack so dark that the light all but blinded me. Such is the power of love dear soul that nowt but love can heal. For that is the eternal sacred journey of soul. Please note dear soul that this documented journey was simply the journey of soul through purification. Deeper and much greater suffering arose through the decades of illumination unto unification. Books that will only be published when I am no more spirit in soul in mortal. Amen

Soul Service – I was called from birth and through ordeal to become a spirit in soul sentinel. My role; protecting the holy light from all that is unholy. Long has been my journey and much have I suffered. Still I serve for that is the sole role that was chosen for me as a spirit in soul philanthropist and sentinel read more here.

A – Ω

Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

A – Ω

Seekers Contact Form

“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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”He Chose to Suffer For Love, Thats Why Jesus is My Teacher, Role Model, Lord and Saviour.” ~ Fin

The Presence of Presence

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Welcome to Fin’s World Dear Soul

In Valley Deep, Upon Mountain High – love dear soul with all of your being. In the midst of your joys and your truly deep sufferings. Love dear soul with all of your being. When they ask you as they will why does a loving God allow such suffering? Love dear soul with all of your being. Knowing wholly, and truly holy that amidst all of lifes sufferings and all of lifes joys. God is present both actively and passively dear soul. Silent yes, unfathomable truly so, still God is present both actively and passively so trust that dear soul. How do I know? Well six plus very long decades of truly immense suffering all amidst unrelenting chaos that saw no end. Still God is present both actively and passively, for truly God truly is my dear, dear soul. Therein be still, be still dear soul as the travails of this lowly plane unfold and seek to cruelly consume you. Knowing wholly, yes truly holy dear soul. That God is with you always and for ever both passively and actively guiding you home. That is the art dear soul of mastering innate peace dear soul. Indeed the art of staying present amidst truly holy presence, no matter what appears to be unfolding. An art built upon love arising deep from within the heart which knows wholly, holy that God is present both actively and passively. Therein; no matter what grace or chaos might be unfolding before you my dear, dear soul. Trust and know that God is wholly present; today, tomorrow and always and thats where you must always place your presence my dear soul. For truly God is always actively and passively present in every aspect of presence. So in closing I pray that all your joys may be great and all your sufferings may be light and present. For truly this is a harsh journey unto harmonic balance. Indeed a journey sustained wholly by grace that requires detachment, patience and great and intense effort, which is known to I. For every soul must await upon God to act, still know that; “lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen.” ~ Matthew 28:20 KJV.

”We are slowed down sound and light waves, a walking bundle of frequencies tuned to the cosmos.” ~ Albert Einstein

Ponder This If You Will Dear Soul – why when I gave you 99 good things did you focus upon the 1 bad thing I gave you? For when I gave you 99 bad things you did not focus upon the 1 good thing but in truth you got lost in the 99. This says more about your psyche then your soul, dear soul for in both 99’s and 1’s God was present both actively and passively. So why are you choosing to ignore that presence of presence in each present moment? Well the answer is egoic brain, not mind and only your soul knows why dear soul. So go on dear soul square that circle dear soul, for freedom is awaiting. Thereafter you will know God is present in gain, pain, loss and suffering even unto death. For its truly experiential and not psychological my dear, dear soul. So be still, be present and know the God presence in presence. Why so dear soul? Well; “ye are not in the flesh, but in the Spirit, if so be that the Spirit of God dwell in you. Now if any man have not the Spirit of Christ, he is none of his.” ~ Romans 8:9 KJV.

That said I invite you now to explore the life and the book of this man. Raphael’s Legacy battling for the right to life was my first self help book and you can purchase a copy here. In truth and please note this book was written in an internet cafe in south london. Not an exercise in vanity but an exercise in love for despite my insanely poor health and prognosis. My soul pulled out all the stops to ensure this book was written that no other soul should have to endure the depth of abuse and suffering that I’d been through up to that time circa 2007-8. A four plus decade journey through the abyss of obscene hatred, loss, unrelenting abuse, illness and attack so dark that the light all but blinded me. Such is the power of love dear soul that nowt but love can heal. For that is the eternal sacred journey of soul. Please note dear soul that this documented journey was simply the journey of soul through purification. Deeper and much greater suffering arose through the decades of illumination unto unification. Books that will only be published when I am no more spirit in soul in mortal. Amen

“I know nothing, I am nothing, I seek nothing, I choose love.” ~ Fin

Soul Service – I was called from birth and through ordeal to become a spirit in soul sentinel. My role; protecting the holy light from all that is unholy. Long has been my journey and much have I suffered. Still I serve for that is the sole role that was chosen for me as a spirit in soul philanthropist and sentinel read more here.

A – Ω

Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

A – Ω

Seekers Contact Form

“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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”He Chose to Suffer For Love, Thats Why Jesus is My Teacher, Role Model, Lord and Saviour.” ~ Fin

Do Not Get Lost Dear Soul

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Welcome to Fin’s World Dear Soul

Do Not Get Lost – dear soul in the delusions of mortality, for they are finite and will not last. Do not get lost dear soul in the despair of mortal suffering for in truth suffering is your teaching and ultimate liberation. Do not get lost dear soul in the visions of oneness for such are not special they’re merely the reality of reality. Do not get lost dear soul in the fear of death, for you cannot die you are eternal. If you must get lost, pray that you loose yourself wholly to grace and selflessly serve by day and by night in the holy spirit of love. Thereafter hearts will open and worlds will fall for the rising of the cosmic phoenix and the almaz of eternity rebirths the one in one of one. So do not get lost in this and that and all manner of finite nonsense. Go within and find yourself and become a beacon of light upon this lowly, lowly plane. Be that light, be wholly love and shine that love and light brightly that all might truly see that they too are eternal dear soul. You see; there is no higher religion than the religion of loving truth. So love boldly dear soul and know that you are divine radient substance here to serve spirit in soul. Therein; “Let nothing disturb you, Let nothing frighten you, All things are passing away: God never changes. Patience obtains all things, Whoever has God lacks nothing; God alone suffices.”~ St. Teresa of Avila.

Soul Service – I was called from birth and through ordeal to become a spirit in soul sentinel. My role; protecting the holy light from all that is unholy. Long has been my journey and much have I suffered. Still I serve for that is the sole role that was chosen for me as a spirit in soul philanthropist and sentinel read more here.

That said I invite you now to explore the life and the book of this man. Raphael’s Legacy battling for the right to life was my first self help book and you can purchase a copy here. In truth and please note this book was written in an internet cafe in south london. Not an exercise in vanity but an exercise in love for despite my insanely poor health and prognosis. My soul pulled out all the stops to ensure this book was written that no other soul should have to endure the depth of abuse and suffering that I’d been through up to that time circa 2007-8. A four plus decade journey through the abyss of obscene hatred, loss, unrelenting abuse, illness and attack so dark that the light all but blinded me. Such is the power of love dear soul that nowt but love can heal. For that is the eternal sacred journey of soul. Please note dear soul that this documented journey was simply the journey of soul through purification. Deeper and much greater suffering arose through the decades of illumination unto unification. Books that will only be published when I am no more spirit in soul in mortal. Amen

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Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

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“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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Resting Wholly Within Soul

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Welcome to Fin’s World Dear Soul

When Awaken From Suffering – calls deep, deep within spirit in soul. Thereafter worlds fall for the rising of the cosmic phoenix and the almaz of eternity rebirths the one in one of one. Still illness can arise, loss can manifest as can depression and absolute despair. Such is the pilgrims journey. A journey of much muchness and truly much muchness indeed. Unraveling, unbending and repenting et al., are the way but be ye careful always of the ramblings of fools. For upon this lowly plane ignorants are empowered to play God from a place of utter nonsense. Indeed morally bankrupt self-servers and self-interests pollute this lowly plane and all at the expense of all who would seek truth, help and reconcile from many forms of dissonance. For this is the plane of distortion propositioned as wisdom. Indeed the plane where inculcation, enslavement and disempowerment are peddled as healing and salvation. For this is the plane where love resides not in the hearts of egoic man. Indeed the plane where those empowered to play God all to quickly deflect and blame the seeker rather than address their own insane inadequacies. Indeed a battle for heart and soul rages upon this lowly plane for every suffering seeker as the sleeping and satanic do all in their power to hinder innate soul growth. Yes this is a journey through a cesspit for the one who rests wholly within soul unto ultimate self-realisation. From whence the honouring all aspects of their innate sovereignty is birthed spirit in soul. How do I know this? Answer read my journey here. For the process of disposing of distortion and all fatuous and toxic one dimensional rationality is inevitable for the one resting wholly within spirit in soul. A sacred journey through all things and everything unto the embodiment of a truly innate conviction and self-realisation. That; health and wellness rest wholly within spirit in soul. A state that knows that no one thing save for love offers anything but absolute resolution. For that is a journey that rests holy in mind, body, spirit in soul. Not a journey that boasts of academic prowess or expertise. But a journey based upon the innate experience of wakening up, growing up and clearing in pursuit of sustained inner peace. A journey that works through anger, denial, bargaining, depression unto acceptance. Indeed the rebirthing of one who loves because they’ve truly come to know that love is the holy vanquisher of evil and instability. Indeed a stepping out of the shadow lands of untruth and unto the holy lands of eternity, destiny and authenticity. Yes a place and state of being thats beyond those lost in their roles of playing God. For the one in one of one knows that this is not a one trip pony but destiny calling. As such they have learned through hard love the delicate balance of living in the Golden Rule. A journey just a journey resting wholly holy in spirit in soul. Indeed the rebirthing of holy knowing that divine radiant substance is loving eternal abundance.

Now lets be very clear here. I’m NOT articulating that the dissonance of the physical and the emotional aspects of anyones wellbeing can be eliminated by spirit in soul work. Liken unto some phoney spiritual and new age froth tabled as wisdom. Nor am I proposing abstinence from clinical, nutritional, physical or consciousness care. Because I’m NOT. What I’m stating is the one who is self-sovereign knows who to trust, what to trust and what to undertake wisely. Why? Because such spirit in soul has been through the medical, guru, clinical, mentor, healer cults and religious abuse loops and come out the other side wiser. Whilst their family and peers have been sleeping they’ve been meticulously and painfully working through the inner planes and distancing themselves from haters and low vibrational luddites, naysayers and abusers et al. That is truly the one in one of one who looks at all things and everything intelligently. They’re not simply a ticktock egoic something or someone deriving conclusions from looking at challenging physical, emotional, psychological and multiple forms of energetic dissonance expressions in isolation. On the contrary their piligrims journey has taught them to look at all things sensitively in the pursuit of sustainable balance. Indeed they’re now evolved enough to engage in detailed root cause analysis that seeks resolution and not dependency. They’re not inclined into fear driven avoidance, lazy symptoms suppression or the burying of trauma et al., in pursuit of an easy life. For they are truly in a state of authentic high emotional intelligence doing precisely what a loving and highly evolved and experienced consciousness does. It serves as spirit in soul. For dissonance cannot be resolved through one dimensional thinking or settling for low hanging fruit. You see; evil, hate and wickedness cannot be overcome using evil, hate and wickedness for that creates nowt but more evil, hate and wickedness. Likewise using anger against anger, poison against poison and ignorance against ignorance creates nowt but dissonance. The only way is love of truth and truthfulness in all things and serving and evolving and not stagnating. Therein; what I’m actually stating is that the one in one of one is the one who is courageous enough to embody spirit in soul wholly. Indeed the one who is fully committed to wakening up, growing up and clearing up and suffering for love. A sacred rebirthing and self-liberating journey through ignorance, trauma, guilt, hate, shame, pride and repression et al., unto acceptance and humility. That is letting go of the spirit of delusion and embodying the holy spirit of love and freedom.

So dear soul if your reputation, status, wealth or innate drive and desire is to be right and in control and the former eclipse your innate desire to admit your failings, flaws and wounds all of which prevent you from truly serving spirit in soul in mortality. If your desire is to withhold insightful information and to seek egoic self gratification through payment and praise for access to that which you’ve consciously or unwittingly aquired. If your love of self eclipses any desire to love and serve selflessly. You can be assured and reassured dear soul that you are very much in this world and disinterested in matters of spirit in soul. As such none of this will make any sense to you. If however you have risen to the call and sort to serve spirit in soul, be gentle, be still and know that you are loved dear soul. For; the narrow path is not easy and certainly not for the faint hearted but the prize of acceptance, peace and humility are truly worth all your effort dear soul. You see; first comes the falls, then comes the cosmic phoenix arising within yet resplendent upon this lowly plane. Then comes the light of love guiding your way back home dear soul. For; you are in this world but not of it, you beautiful eternal soul.

That said I invite you now to explore the life and the book of this man. Raphael’s Legacy battling for the right to life was my first self help book and you can purchase a copy here. In truth and please note this book was written in an internet cafe in south london. Not an exercise in vanity but an exercise in love for despite my insanely poor health and prognosis. My soul pulled out all the stops to ensure this book was written that no other soul should have to endure the depth of abuse and suffering that I’d been through up to that time circa 2007-8. A four plus decade journey through the abyss of obscene hatred, loss, unrelenting abuse, illness and attack so dark that the light all but blinded me. Such is the power of love dear soul that nowt but love can heal. For that is the eternal sacred journey of soul. Please note dear soul that this documented journey was simply the journey of soul through purification. Deeper and much greater suffering arose through the decades of illumination unto unification. Books that will only be published when I am no more spirit in soul in mortal dear soul. That is my sole soul role as a spirit in soul philanthropist, to serve, to uplift and to empower.

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Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

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Seekers Contact Form

“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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”He Chose to Suffer For Love, Thats Why Jesus is My Teacher, Role Model, Lord and Saviour.” ~ Fin

Step into The Crystal Palace

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Welcome to Fin’s World Dear Soul

When Awaken, Awaken – calls deep, deep within spirit in soul. Thereafter worlds fall for the rising of the cosmic phoenix and the almaz of eternity rebirths the one in one of one. Born of light into light, a journey not for the faint hearted. Five years of age was the age of my dawning. No one to understand me, no one to guide or protect me. In innocence I stepped into the crystal palace of crown. Light so blinding so pure and so euphoric. Home I was home but only for a while. Then bit the darkness, the hostility and all the gut wrenching decades of suffering and transformation. Still I would step into the crystal palace of crown many more times dear soul upon this soul journey. Not a life, role or journey that I sort as mortal, but a life, journey and role that was wholly chosen for me, read more. A journey preordained sparing me from no aspect of pain. A lamb to the slaughter for the glory of love. Yes I stepped out of delusion dear soul and into a nightmare. Still the crystal palace of crown loved me wholly as it will you dear soul. For; the holy light of love will never ever fail. No matter how dark and how hopeless mortality may seem. You see; love in spirit in soul is the almaz of the crystal palace of crown deep within every soul. An innate light so bright, so ineffable and soul consuming that all darkness, all fear, all lack and all the despairs of separation can do nowt but fall. For; truly dear soul loving light is; “the way, the truth and the life.” ~ John 14:6 KJV.

God in Soul – protects we mortals from nothing. So today little girls and boys will be incested, abused, raped, robbed, murdered and die of all manner of horrific and tragic conditions. Thats why the ego of man crys out why does a loving god allow bad things to happen. Simple answer. Firstly its not God doing all those horrendous things its man’s inhumanity to man. Secondly all things must die for life to be renewed. Therein the role of God is to sustain us and to empower us to rise above the low vibrational tone of man’s inhumanity to man and attachment. We all of us have a choice to live a life defined by man’s inhumanity to man or to rise above such things seeking love and seeing God in all things and everything. Now I’ve met many who don’t believe in God and in truth that troubles me not. For I testify as a child of God that I’ve been violated, abused, betrayed, slandered, attacked and have undergone a myriad of complex illnesses, trauma and loss et al. Still God was with me at every stage as is my God with me today, sustaining me amidst a truly wicked and lowly world. Serving, loving and living by the Golden Rule. For; “When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things. For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.” ~ 1 Corinthians 13:11-13 KJV.

The Journey – is not to become a guru but to be still in the presence of God. Then and only then will one truly be able to read hearts and minds. Thereafter serving soul from their own place of healed trauma. Content to meet every other soul congruently soul to soul. Respectfully detached yet overflowing with loving compassion. A mirror through which others might gaze upon their own self-liberation. Free of games and absolutely no linear expectation, save only to serve soul wholly. That is what it is to be a sentinel guarding the light and holding the space amidst suffering, loss and mortal death. To be love and to be still in the presence of God and seeing God in all things and everything. That is truly serving love dear soul albeit and please note dear soul, saint I am not, low in spirit I most certainly am. And thats okay dear soul for we all of us are working our way back to the light through the narrow gate of love. For I have eyes that see, ears that hear and my heart willingly meets every heart where hearts need to meet. I save not, I cure not, but I love and lovingly empower that all souls might be free too. Why? simple I love and live by the Golden Rule humbly serving for; “Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.” ~ Matthew 25:40 KJV.

That said I invite you now to explore the life and the book of this man. Raphael’s Legacy battling for the right to life was my first self help book and you can purchase a copy here. In truth and please note this book was written in an internet cafe in south london. Not an exercise in vanity but an exercise in love for despite my insanely poor health and prognosis. My soul pulled out all the stops to ensure this book was written that no other soul should have to endure the depth of abuse and suffering that I’d been through up to that time circa 2007-8. A four plus decade journey through the abyss of obscene hatred, loss, unrelenting abuse, illness and attack so dark that the light all but blinded me. Such is the power of love dear soul that nowt but love can heal. For that is the eternal sacred journey of soul. Please note dear soul that this documented journey was simply the journey of soul through purification. Deeper and much greater suffering arose through the decades of illumination unto unification. Books that will only be published when I am no more spirit in soul in mortal. Amen

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Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

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Seekers Contact Form

“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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”He Chose to Suffer For Love, Thats Why Jesus is My Teacher, Role Model, Lord and Saviour.” ~ Fin

A Sentinel Guarding The Light

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Serving Soul – is not an easy vocation dear soul and reader. Yet I was called from birth and through ordeal to become a spirit in soul sentinel. My role; protecting the holy light from all that is unholy. Arduous has been my journey and much have I suffered. A journey that has continually implored me to love and go deep within purging soul of my own and as much ancestral trauma as I was able to bear. For the veracity of all clearing and healing resides deep within, through and above lifes trauma. Indeed a process committed wholly to the transmutation of trauma back into wholly self-realising and self-liberating light. From which the phoenix rising of transcendence provides the platform from which soul growth and service truly break bread. You see pure healing, peace and harmony cannot be realised without addressing the root cause of all associated energetic blocks. That is the very reason that I willingly serve all souls dear soul. Because I’ve no time for the low vibrational nonsense of spiritual bypassing et al. Why? Because I learned the hard way as I worked through decades of unraveling. That all of lifes transforming healing must be truly and lovingly grounded in the veracity of innate root cause atonement. Not patterns, themes or stories. But by wakening up, growing up and clearing up which requires innate faith, trust, integrity and authenticity. Not a life role that I sort, but a life and role that was holy chosen for me, read more.

The Journey – is not to become a guru but to be still in the presence of God. Then and only then will one truly be able to read hearts and minds. Thereafter serving soul from their own place of healed trauma. Content to meet every other soul congruently soul to soul. Respectfully detached yet overflowing with loving compassion. A mirror through which others might gaze upon their own self-liberation. Free of games and absolutely no linear expectation, save only to serve soul wholly. That is what it is to be a sentinel guarding the light and holding the space amidst suffering, loss and mortal death. To be love and to be still in the presence of God and seeing God in all things and everything. That is truly serving love dear soul albeit and please note dear soul, saint I am not, low in spirit I most certainly am. And thats okay dear soul for we all of us are working our way back to the light through the narrow gate of love. For I have eyes that see, ears that hear and my heart willingly meets every heart where hearts need to meet. I save not, I cure not, but I love and lovingly empower that all souls might be free too.

God in Soul – protects we mortals from nothing. So today little girls and boys will be incested, abused, raped, robbed, murdered and die of all manner of horrific and tragic conditions. Thats why the ego of man crys out why does a loving god allow bad things to happen. Simple answer. Firstly its not God doing all those horrendous things its man’s inhumanity to man. Secondly all things must die for life to be renewed. Therein the role of God is to sustain us and to empower us to rise above the low vibrational tone of man’s inhumanity to man and attachment. We all of us have a choice to live a life defined by man’s inhumanity to man or to rise above such things seeking love and seeing God in all things and everything. Now I’ve met many who don’t believe in God and in truth that troubles me not. For I testify as a child of God that I’ve been violated, abused, betrayed, slandered, attacked and have undergone a myriad of complex illnesses, trauma and loss et al. Still God was with me at every stage as is my God with me today, sustaining me amidst a truly wicked and lowly world. Serving, loving and living by the Golden Rule. For; “When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things. For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.” ~ 1 Corinthians 13:11-13 KJV.

That said I invite you now to explore the life and the book of this man. Raphael’s Legacy battling for the right to life was my first self help book and you can purchase a copy here. In truth and please note this book was written in an internet cafe in south london. Not an exercise in vanity but an exercise in love for despite my insanely poor health and prognosis. My soul pulled out all the stops to ensure this book was written that no other soul should have to endure the depth of abuse and suffering that I’d been through up to that time circa 2007-8. A four plus decade journey through the abyss of obscene hatred, loss, unrelenting abuse, illness and attack so dark that the light all but blinded me. Such is the power of love dear soul that nowt but love can heal. For that is the eternal sacred journey of soul. Please note dear soul that this documented journey was simply the journey of soul through purification. Deeper and much greater suffering arose through the decades of illumination unto unification. Books that will only be published when I am no more spirit in soul in mortal. Amen

A – Ω

Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

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Seekers Contact Form

“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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”He Chose to Suffer For Love, Thats Why Jesus is My Teacher, Role Model, Lord and Saviour.” ~ Fin

When Light Returns Home

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Note to Soul – when the light leaves this lowly plane dear soul and all to return home there is no need to mourn dear soul. Especially if that light has loved and served and lifted up all spirit in soul in mortal. Therein rejoice, rejoice, rejoice dear soul for all is well for if it were not so I would tell you so. For truly there is great peace and joy and celebration awaiting each aspect of the light thats destined to return home. Especially for the one in one of one who loved and served all spirit in soul in mortal selflessly. Yes great peace and joy and celebration awaits every soul that seeks wholly to be love amidst suffering. So mourn ye not dear soul and be of good cheer. For you too are dialetic light here for but a short while too. A resplendent diamond of great depth and form indeed a prism of illumination beyond all human knowing. So mourn ye not dear soul when alas your heart it is rendered broken in lights loss. Instead smile and offer up thanks for the depth of loves illumination that you have received and witnessed upon this fraught and lowly plane. But do not mourn, do not mourn, do not mourn dear soul when the light of the body has bid you its loving farewell. For; when you too have self emptied and served and loved wholly, holy. You will surely know that love is eternal and therein love cannot die dear soul. You see; its all about understanding what is true and what isn’t dear soul for all is a sacred journey of soul. Thus if it were truly possible to explain this even amidst personal experience I would. Trust that dear soul. But I can’t because spirit is spirit, soul is soul and mortal is mortal yet love transcends all. For; “You know you have loved someone when you have glimpsed in them that which is too beautiful to die.” ~ Gabriel Honoré Marcel. So; “Let nothing disturb you, Let nothing frighten you, All things are passing away: God never changes. Patience obtains all things Whoever has God lacks nothing; God alone suffices.” ~ St. Teresa of Avila. Why is this state of being so loving? Well that which is light is light and that which is not light is not light. For truly; “I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.” ~ John 8:12 KJV.

That said – I truly know just how difficult mortal life can be at times therein; I leave you with this beautiful mindful prayer of Thomas Merton, for; “My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you. And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road, though I may know nothing about it. Therefore will I trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils alone.” AMEN

Soul Service – I was called from birth and through ordeal to become a spirit in soul sentinel. My role; protecting the holy light from all that is unholy. Long has been my journey and much have I suffered. Still I serve for that is the role that was chosen for me, read more here.

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Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

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Seekers Contact Form

“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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”He Chose to Suffer For Love, Thats Why Jesus is My Teacher, Role Model, Lord and Saviour.” ~ Fin

One in One of One

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Note to Soul – It seems to me that almost every day I’m asked to explain one in one of one. In truth I could get all intellectual, all philosophical, all theological and so forth. But the holy truth that flowed through my entire being many years ago was that one in one of one is LOVE. And that immense inflowing all happened as I was dying physically, emotionally, spiritually and financially. Indeed an inflowing of incomprehensible love amidst an incomprehensible level of suffering flowed in to my very being and that truly is one in one of one. Therein; one in one of one is not Judaism, Hinduism, Islamism, Sikhism, Buddhism, Catholicism or Anglican et al. Thats right its not a cult or cultural identity that claims the high moral high ground yet which causes nowt but hatred and division. No the holy truth is that; one in one of one is LOVE, indeed Gods love that will never fail and is without equal or measure. Agape love that is ineffable indeed a state of being within a frequency that is in this world but not of it. For; love sees not division but union, love seeks not praise but mutuality and to serve wholly holy in loving obedience to the golden rule i.e. “Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.” That is one love in love of love changing lives in and through love consciously. Indeed one who can truly be love amidst suffering which may be better explained here through a brief biography. That said a wonderful insight into the indwelling of love can be attained through the enjoyable study of the life and works of modern day exponents of loving soul e.g. Elisabeth Elliot, Fr Thomas Keating, Dr Helen Roseveare, Dr James Finley, Mother Teresa of Calcutta, Fr Richard Rohr, Evelyn Underhill and Thomas Merton etc. Not forgetting loves trail-blazers i.e. Jesus Christ of the Gospels, St Paul, Meister Eckhart, Julian of Norwich, St Teresa of Avila, St John of the Cross, St Bernard of Clairvaux, St Francis of Assisi, St Fátima and all the great holy saints et al. Indeed truly loving and inspiring souls one in one of one. Why is this so important to a life lived well and at peace? Well; “You know you have loved someone when you have glimpsed in them that which is too beautiful to die.” ~ Gabriel Honoré Marcel.

Caution – becoming love is a journey through and upon the inner planes. Its not a fast track exercise in psychedelic drugs et al., which may aid an aspect of awakening. Albeit such an approach is destined to fail wholeheartedly in terms of acquiring truly loving awareness manifest within and present in all situations. Still there are many who have gone down the psychedelic route etc and who have lead many others down those routes too and who claim all manner of beneficial aspects. That said you dear soul will always come to know every spirit in soul in mortal by their fruit not their rhetoric. For holy love is not fleeting indeed its present and eternal dear soul. As such love requires no psychedelics. That is my unshakable view dear soul for love is grounded in truth not delusion and illusion, fact.

In Closing – I truly know just how difficult mortal life can be at times therein; I leave you with this beautiful mindful prayer of Thomas Merton, for; “My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you. And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road, though I may know nothing about it. Therefore will I trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils alone.” AMEN

Soul Service – I was called from birth and through ordeal to become a spirit in soul sentinel. My role; protecting the holy light from all that is unholy. Long has been my journey and much have I suffered. Still I serve for that is the role that was chosen for me, read more here.

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Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

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Seekers Contact Form

“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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”He Chose to Suffer For Love, Thats Why Jesus is My Teacher, Role Model, Lord and Saviour.” ~ Fin

Soul When You Awaken Spirit

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Soul When You Awaken Spirit – you had better get ready to do a whole lot of suffering dear soul. When you awaken you had better get ready to let go of everything and everyone dear soul. When you awaken you had better get ready to feel alone, abandoned, poor in spirit, slandered, isolated, depressed, stressed, ridiculed, attacked and chronically ill and unwell dear soul. Because all the bull shit, all the patterns and all your karmic and ancestral trauma is going to hit the fan. Thereafter you will be robbed, tricked and lead astray by a vast array of low vibrational, low spiritual and low emotional intelligent beings. Before you begin to feel at ease again upon this immensely lowly and hostile plane. For the divinely orchestrated call of soul to awaken is the unfoldment of a growing spirit in soul in mortal undergoing a truly profound epiphany and metanoia. An evolving process so ghastly and so transformative that you will never ever be the same again. For as you reawaken deeper into divine and eternal truth your tolerance of tricksters, hypocrites, narcissists and those fast asleep will become absolutely zero. Why is this so? Because at this stage of the journey consciousness has already truly begun working through not focusing upon the spec in another’s eye but has begun the clearing process of removing the log from its own eye. For that which we see in others that troubles us greatly is that which we must transmute into balance within our own being. As such; there is no resentment, bitterness, angst or anger within the rebooted awakening one. For its all simply a step change in perception and the cutting free of the insanity which serves not any soul. Thereafter the awakening one seeks and assimilates wholly peace which is an innate state that loves and serves free of attachment dear soul. All amidst a state of existential crisis that rises with great ferocity and foreboding before giving way eventually through deep inner purification to much greater knowing and the rebirth of spirit in soul. Still know that many are called but few are chosen as loving spirit in soul in mortal isn’t easy. For this is a truly humbling journey that strips every mortal bare and all that their spirit in soul in mortality be forged anew into authentic humility. Not an act and persona arising from some self-serving and corrupting egoic need. But a state of being acquired through divine soul works of surrender, shadow work and purification leading to the death of the old. Indeed one in one of one balanced, grateful and always willing to continue the eternal sacred journey of soul work. Indeed one in one of one committed to living and serving wholly in the golden rule fully cognisant that they are in this world but not of this world. For; Muskhil Badi Tu hai Kaha dear soul ~ there is a lot of trouble, where are you? are you hiding or present? are you running for cover or holding the space? are you hating of loving? are you taking or serving? These are the questions that only a seeking soul can answer authoritatively and authentically. As such when you truly look upon my face (not I but collective), into my eyes, listening to my voice in connecting heart to soul in spirit in soul with me. You will know the serenity, humility and eternal integrity of love if love is the absolute frequency. For love is no shrinking violet dear soul. You see; love is a warrior of spirit in soul seeking holy truth and unification innately. Indeed a painfully gracious ordeal and process of growing up spiritually and emotionally et al. All part of the authentic rebirthing of spirit in soul in mortals who stand in their power and bid farewell from inner peace to idiotic medics, morally bankrupt and incongruent societal and financial governance, discriminatory multiculturalism, victim mentalities, tribalism, woke and new age seperational and control rationalism. For flawed one dimensional and attached tribal egoic thinking makes no sense. You see; spirit in soul in mortals are not interested in games, politics, religion or cults, they seek truth and are committed wholly to growing up and evolving upon every level. Indeed spirit in soul in mortals are always actively and passively engaged in identifying, transmuting and transcending their own inner wounds and limitations. All part of truly loving and serving spirit in soul unreservedly. Not for status, recognition or reward but because thats what spirit in soul is here to do. For loving and serving spirit in soul is loves sacred journey of spirit in soul. Indeed dialectic light, magnetism and electricity in flow. That is spirit in soul not matter dear soul, not mammon, all is but eternal consciousness in soul. An eternal unfolding of consciousness wakening up, growing up, clearing up for life is wakening up, growing up, clearing up i.e. integral model Ken Wilber. Therein if you choose to bypass the clearing up shadow work and purification. The net result is a lack of integrity and authenticity and an arrested consciousness development. Which is why we frequently see upon this lowly plane many spiritual gurus and teachers et al., abusing their position sexually and financially. So be ever mindful dear soul and choose your teachers wisely dear soul as your spirit in soul awakening unfolds. Grounded always in knowing that you alone are responsible for your spirit in soul in mortal awakening, growing and clearing. Therein do not give your divine sovereignty to anyone. For when you choose to die before you die, you will come to know experientially that you cannot die even when your senses tell you that your body is dying for its finite and must die. That is the point when the peace that passes all understanding enters your very being and you radiate unconditional acceptance and love. For you are unconditional acceptance and love eternal dear soul. That is spirit in soul awakened. Still please familiarise yourself dear soul and reader with the teachings of Elizabeth Kubler Ross, Ken Wilber, Evelyn Underhill, St John of the Cross and St Teresa of Avila et al. For this wakening up, growing up and clearing up journey requires truly profound courage, patience and a deep understanding of that which is unfolding in spirit in soul in mortal. For such is the depth of transformation imbued within this cosmic sacred journey that it shatters all egoic world views. You see; a critical mass arises deep, deep within the tectonic plates of the spirit in soul in mortal. Which fractures and opens the heart, body, mind connective consciousness to absolute loving cosmic realities. Which in turn propels a massive shift in both the I and the collective. Thereafter the holy sage is reborn, as is the self healer and awakening truth seeker in spirit in soul in mortal.

Do You Know – you are eternal dear soul and no-thing nor any-one can change that save for God. How do I Fin know that? Well two near death experiences, multiple outer body experiences, far to many demonic attacks, multiple walk-ins, multiple episodes of soul fragments leaving me. My childhood home was haunted, my entire childhood was dominated by multilayered abuse which was mirrored throughout my adult life in the form unresolvable illness, narcissistic attack, loss, struggle, chaos, poverty, homelessness, betrayal, abandonment, slander and ridicule all driven by unrelenting hate and on top of all that I’ve been moving energy and seeing spirit from very early childhood. All amidst unfathomable episodes of illumination and divinely ochestrated love from complete strangers. An unfolding life that modern commentaries refer to as a Chosen One albeit I feel better at ease with the gnosis of evolving as spirit in soul. A journey that cut through all the low hanging fruit of inculcated fear based religion and hate driven by narcissism and low emotional intelligence in search of wholly, holy loving truth. Indeed a truly torrid and lonely journey through the abyss through which I truly came to understand that love not hate is the only way. For truly I implore you dear reader to always stay in your personal power knowing that love never harms, therein; “Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ravenous wolves. You will know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes from thornbushes or figs from thistles? Even so, every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, nor can a bad tree bear good fruit. Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. Therefore by their fruits you will know them.” ~ Matthew 7:15-20 KJV.

Soul Service – I was called from birth and through ordeal to become a spirit in soul sentinel. My role; protecting the holy light from all that is unholy. Long has been my journey and much have I suffered. Still I serve for that is the role that was chosen for me, read more here.

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Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

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Seekers Contact Form

“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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”He Chose to Suffer For Love, Thats Why Jesus is My Teacher, Role Model, Lord and Saviour.” ~ Fin

Raphael’s Legacy is Healing

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Welcome to Fin’s World Dear Soul

Note to Soul – if you’re in this world and firmly rooted in this world you will self serve and be consumed by greed, poverty, anger, violence, addictions and hate. If you’re in this world and innately know that you’re not of this world you will love and serve no matter what unfolds or befalls you’re finite mortality. As such it is truly so that for some souls, dear soul life as a mortal is a most challenging undertaking. For many fall and capitulate under mortality’s pressures albeit the odd few do rise despite everything and answer the eternal call of soul to love and evolve. I indeed answered that call which commenced circa five years of age. Thereafter I embarked upon an unfathomable journey which crushed me into dust over many torid decades. Still and as I battled for my life that call of soul implored me to document my travails. In essence shining a light in the darkness through which I’d just about crawled through. I invite you now to also explore the life and the book of this man. Raphael’s Legacy battling for the right to life was my first self help book and you can purchase a copy here. That said and please note this book was written in an internet cafe in south london. Not an exercise in vanity but an exercise in love for despite my insanely poor health and prognosis. My soul pulled out all the stops to ensure this book was written that no other soul should have to endure the depth of abuse and suffering that I’d been through up to that time circa 2007-8. A four plus decade journey through the abyss of obscene hatred, loss, unrelenting abuse, illness and attack so dark that the light all but blinded me. Such is the power of love dear soul that nowt but love can heal, for truly that is the eternal sacred journey of every soul. That said; please note dear soul that this documented journey was simply the journey of soul through purification. Deeper and much greater suffering arose through the decades of illumination unto unification. Books that will only be published when I am no more spirit in soul in mortal. Amen

Do You Know – you are eternal dear soul and no-thing nor any-one can change that save for God. How do I Fin know that? Well two near death experiences, multiple outer body experiences, far to many demonic attacks, multiple walk-ins, multiple episodes of soul fragments leaving me. My childhood home was haunted, my entire childhood was dominated by multilayered abuse which was mirrored throughout my adult life in the form unresolvable illness, narcissistic attack, loss, struggle, chaos, poverty, homelessness, betrayal, abandonment, slander and ridicule all driven by unrelenting hate and on top of all that I’ve been moving energy and seeing spirit from very early childhood. All amidst unfathomable episodes of illumination and divinely ochestrated love from complete strangers. An unfolding life that modern commentaries refer to as a Chosen One albeit I feel better at ease with the gnosis of evolving as spirit in soul. A journey that cut through all the low hanging fruit of inculcated fear based religion and hate driven by narcissism and low emotional intelligence in search of wholly, holy loving truth. Indeed a truly torrid and lonely journey through the abyss through which I truly came to understand that love not hate is the only way. For truly I implore you dear reader to always stay in your personal power knowing that love never harms, therein; “Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ravenous wolves. You will know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes from thornbushes or figs from thistles? Even so, every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, nor can a bad tree bear good fruit. Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. Therefore by their fruits you will know them.” ~ Matthew 7:15-20 KJV.

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Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

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Seekers Contact Form

“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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”He Chose to Suffer For Love, Thats Why Jesus is My Teacher, Role Model, Lord and Saviour.” ~ Fin

Know Love By Loves Fruit

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Welcome to Fin’s World Dear Soul

Note to Reader – Know love by loves fruit, for if you’re being harmed under the premiss of love its not love you’re in the midst of hate. Still do not be fooled dear soul love is not weak far from it indeed LOVE is the highest, purest, truest and strongest force in divinity. How do I know that? Well I’ve been on a very difficult journey as such I follow no religion, no cult and no ideology et al. For I have free will all part of divine providence within my sacred journey of soul. That said; I am a seeker and as a seeker my suffering brought me into direct alignment with that which uplifts and inspires my soul. Yes I quote wisdom from the holy bible why? Because having lived and studied in europe, the middle east, north africa, asia and anatolia ONLY JESUS CHRIST of the holy bible resonates deeply and profoundly with my soul. That is the book and the life of the man that speaks directly to me. But my state of resonance with the teachings of the book and the man do not align with the fear, abuse and control driven hypocrisy of western religion that I was born in to or the liberalist deception and corruption of scripture and office which like a cancer pervades all aspects of western religion today. Nor does my resonance align with the lying, hate fuelled, jew haters and christophobes of radical islam that was violently imposed upon me which attacks and then crys victim which is indeed the epitome of overt narcissism. Indeed a angry and ingrained sadistic cult based infallibly upon acceptance of sexual exploitation of girls, woman and the slavery of females for sex at any age from war. Indeed a fascist cult acceptant of morally bankrupt and sickening self-righteous male polygamy, paedophilic, misogynistic and intolerant and discriminatory totalitarianism. A fascist intolerant cult that is offended by everything and ashamed of nothing and that’s truly to the detriment of everyone. Especially those who seek to leave islam for they and their family are under threat of death and many have been killed and thats why we need much stronger protection for those wishing to leave islam likewise for all dissenters of islam. Why? Because radical islam is the only entity within our modern psyche that is riddled with elemental forces who see glory and honour in violence towards every dissenter. This force is a fundamental cultural identity its not divergent like other extremist groups or individuals all of whom likewise are utterly abhorrent and not love. This is a moral, maturity and emotional intelligence issue hiding in plain view behind inculcated religious intolerance and distorted ideological beliefs. An issue of inculcated hate proving experiential and irrefutable eternal truth that; where hate is love and freedom are not present. Where hypocrisy is truth and harmony are abscent and where fear is stagnation, ignorance, wickedness, inhumanity and darkness rule supreme. Which is a sobering thought that calls every awakened and awakening soul unto personal and systemic accountability free from historical tap dancing and the mind and victim games of whataboutery. Because we all of us require protection from hate fuelled abuse and intolerance. Therein let me be clear here in a loving society freedom of speech and safety for all cannot simply be a silo selective protection exercise and reality. It must be personal and collective safety for all as anything less than that is immoral prejudice simply being peddled as righteousness for power and political gain. So then dear soul and reader am I intolerant to other positions e.g. am I a christophobe, antisemitic or islamophobic et al? Absolutely not even though aspects of all and much of the current distortions in our open society at large do trouble me. As such it is my eternal soul rite and human rights to call out deception, hypocrisy and hate where I see it and where it was or is imposed upon my life. But I do that from love through the golden rule. Do I hate that which impoverishes the soul? Absolutely not, but that doesn’t mean to say that I must ignore it or indeed accommodate it to the detriment of love. Am I causing division or peddling hate? Well if you see that as so you’re hating not loving for nothing I’ve articulated is intentionally divisive or hateful I’m simply articulating societal dissonance based wholly upon historical and current narratives and realities in pursuit of love. You see I live not by dogma but by a divine law which states “do unto others as you would have them do unto you.” I do not live by “its my way or I will destroy you.” For the narrow path of love is way, way above the machinery of hate which is epitomised in the latter because hate creates nowt but division and that is an irrefutable fact. Why is this so? Because hate always seeks always to silence and impoverish every holy soul through inculcated tribal hatred and deception. Therein hate and hatred deliberately prevent spirit in soul growth and illumination upon mass. That is why and as grubby as I am in mortality still I strive wholly in each moment to be like Jesus. For; he chose to suffer for love and showed the holy and divine way of eternity’s loving truth. That is why Jesus is my teacher, role model, Lord and Saviour. Its not easy. For battered, broken, bruised and humbled I surely am. Indeed a wretched mortal I am one who mourns, who is poor in spirit seeking righteousness, mercy and peace as is the way. A calling that empties me daily that I might be humbly filled with that which my loving teacher Jesus exemplified and without blemish. Still some may ask again. How can this be so when you keep stating you follow no religion, no cult and no ideology et al? Surely that’s a complete contradiction in truth you’re citing Jesus, is not citing Jesus Christ selective and clear religious, cultish and ideological posturing? Well the answer is that only those who have truly suffered for loving truth and who have sort out and surrendered to the holy truth of eternal love in soul will ever understand the depth of this inner metanoia and arising of a truly loving cognisant state. Therein I can only articulate that my cognisant state is so because I truly seek eternity and reunification with the love and peace that passes all understanding. I do not seek acceptance through compliance to the shifting norms and constraints of mans ego driven flaws, demands and overtly infantile expectations. Because for a time I complied through overt inculcation to the latter and that all but killed me. Whereas a loving heart taught me that love truly is our only reason for being even amdist all of my vast and glaring imperfections love is. Therein; love has no finite tribe dear soul because love transcends all mortal norms. As such love stands alone as a beacon of light in this innate darkness. You see; love is the pulse deep within every awakened heart indeed the eternal frequency of divinity in flow. Indeed a holy call to every holy soul without beginning or end. A truly timeless and infinite call that I answered yes to, for anything less than love serves not any soul. That is why I pray without ceasing, for I will only to serve and thereafter to prostrate myself before the word that became flesh who showed me by absolute example the holy truth of love. Why? Because I like you dear reader need to be love and Jesus is truly the role model lighting the way. Therein please take note dear soul. I am not a preacher, teacher, anyones door mat or fool. I seek only to follow the example of Jesus Christ and serve and guide whoever is in loves need. Why? Because theosis through kenosis is the work of the inner planes through which the old man is put to death that the new man may be born. Some would foolishly call this the death of the ego e.g. awakening but its much more than such low vibrational thinking. On the contrary this journey is a process of divine orchestration and in essence a calling. A deeply challenging journey through purification, illumination unto unification. Its not simply an intellectual or egoic escapism exercise. This truly is a monumental journey of mind, body in heart and soul wholly. For theosis through kenosis is truly to be born anew of spirit amidst lowly morality, why? “except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit.” ~ John 3:5-6 KJV.

Note to Soul – you are eternal dear soul and no-thing nor any-one can change that save for God. How do I Fin know that? Well two near death experiences, multiple outer body experiences, far to many demonic attacks, multiple walk-ins, multiple episodes of soul fragments leaving me. My childhood home was haunted, my entire childhood was dominated by multilayered abuse which was mirrored throughout my adult life in the form unresolvable illness, narcissistic attack, loss, struggle, chaos, poverty, homelessness, betrayal, abandonment, slander and ridicule all driven by unrelenting hate and on top of all that I’ve been moving energy and seeing spirit from very early childhood. All amidst unfathomable episodes of illumination and divinely ochestrated love from complete strangers. An unfolding life that modern commentaries refer to as a Chosen One albeit I feel better at ease with the gnosis of evolving as spirit in soul. A journey that cut through all the low hanging fruit of inculcated fear based religion and hate driven by narcissism and low emotional intelligence in search of wholly, holy loving truth. Indeed a truly torrid and lonely journey through the abyss through which I truly came to understand that love not hate is the only way. For truly I implore you dear reader to always stay in your personal power knowing that love never harms, therein; “Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ravenous wolves. You will know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes from thornbushes or figs from thistles? Even so, every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, nor can a bad tree bear good fruit. Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. Therefore by their fruits you will know them.” ~ Matthew 7:15-20 KJV.

Beware Seeking Soul – there can be but a few who set out upon the sacred journey of soul who do not explore islam. Likewise there can be but a few who are not lured into islam, for truth seekers are ripe for the picking. That said; I through work and circumstances was always respectful of islam though I was never inclined towards islam for I saw no role model within islam that was better or greater than Jesus Christ even though I was targeted for conversion frequently. Still I’m very much aware that many disenfranchised and many angry individuals lacking their own identity tribe some perhaps with deep seated emotional stability issues are love bombed into islam because thats what narcissistic cults do. As such there is a game in play within islam of saying whatever is needed to be said to convert anyone and everyone into islam. The unavoidable problem that islam truly has though is that its core teachings should be utterly repugnant to every awakening seekers heart and mind once truly understood. Therein I say this to every would be truth seeker read the book of the man and deity of islam bypassing all the froth, spin and lies. For the truth and victim driven spin of islam are worlds apart from the day to day realities of life within islamic world views. One only needs to look at wherever islam is and you will see that hate predominates as does intimidation, violence and fatuous and incongruous intolerance of everything that is not core islamic beliefs. But let me be clear here I’m not saying come to Jesus Christ albeit you will find no greater role model. What I’m saying is stay in your personal power at all times and always read the book and life of a man before you commit your heart and mind to a book and man. In doing so jettisoning all that is fabricated and brought to you as milk instead of meat. For hearts based in love know that; love does not abuse children, rape woman and murder men. Love does not lie, love does not steal and love does not tell everyone else to do likewise. Love is impeccable dear soul but all mortals are sinners (and I am without doubt one of the worst of mortals) that is precisely why; “love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails. But whether there are prophecies, they will fail; whether there are tongues, they will cease; whether there is knowledge, it will vanish away.” ~ 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 NKJV.

Eternal Truth – states dear soul that hate is the lowest of all vibrations whereas love is the highest of all vibrations. That means therefore that hate leads to death and love leads to eternal life. So dear soul know hate by its fruit for it is bitter and seeks to cause you harm. Whereas the fruit of love is sweet and will empower you. Therein dear soul be wise and choose not the path of hate and destruction, but instead willingly choose the path of love and eternity’s door awaits. Cognisant always that your troubles are few when you cultivate and share the fruit of hate, but many are your woes and troubles dear soul when you willing choose to cultivate and share your fruit of love. Such is duality, for; “If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you. Remember the word that I said unto you, The servant is not greater than his lord. If they have persecuted me, they will also persecute you; if they have kept my saying, they will keep your’s also.” ~ John 15:19-20 KJV.

Know That – its not about loving through behaving better its about being love innately for innate love cannot be triggered. This is a journey and a process of lowering ones entropy through which ones innate consciousness expands and ones soul evolves. A change point in every sacred journey of soul where mortal personas fall and souls truly begin to serve in answering the call for eternal life is not a one size fits all you see; “In My Father’s house are many mansions; if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and receive you to Myself; that where I am, there you may be also. And where I go you know, and the way you know.” Thomas said to Him, “Lord, we do not know where You are going, and how can we know the way?” Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me.” ~ John 14:2-6 NKJV.

I invite you now to also explore the life and the book of this man. Raphael’s Legacy battling for the right to life was my first self help book and you can purchase a copy here. That said and please note this book was written in an internet cafe in south london. Not an exercise in vanity but an exercise in love for despite my insanely poor health and prognosis. My soul pulled out all the stops to ensure this book was written that no other soul should have to endure the depth of abuse and suffering that I’d been through up to that time circa 2007-8. A four plus decade journey through the abyss of obscene hatred, loss, unrelenting abuse, illness and attack so dark that the light all but blinded me. Such is the power of love dear soul that nowt but love can heal. For that is the eternal sacred journey of soul. Please note dear soul that this documented journey was simply the journey of soul through purification. Deeper and much greater suffering arose through the decades of illumination unto unification. Books that will only be published when I am no more spirit in soul in mortal. Amen

Soul Service – I was called from birth and through ordeal to become a spirit in soul sentinel. My role; protecting the holy light from all that is unholy. Long has been my journey and much have I suffered. Still I serve for that is the role that was chosen for me, read more here.

A – Ω

Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

A – Ω

Seekers Contact Form

“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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”He Chose to Suffer For Love, Thats Why Jesus is My Teacher, Role Model, Lord and Saviour.” ~ Fin

Holy Love Is No False Prophet

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Welcome to Fin’s World Dear Soul

Note to Soul – Awakening is not complicated but it does require a state of consciousness that innately opens hearts. That is Love not delusion. A state that looks closely at patterns, symbols, numbers and rhetoric that displays deception in full view. Indeed insanity portrayed as sanity is always flushed out when the spirit in soul in mortal awakens. Indeed that is the birthing point of a light body consciousness. For; when spirit in soul is aggressively and premeditatedly targeted by questionable ideology and extremist views which care not for soul. Truly deep shifts happen. In essence it all boils down to self-awareness and one’s true state of emotional intelligence which are the markers for one’s innate state of consciousness or dissonance. So eloquently theorised and explained by the late great soul Sir Dr, Dr David R. Hawkins via his consciousness map and power verses force et al. So dear soul we all of us have a choice before us as spirit in soul in mortal and that choice is to hate or to love. Choose hate and you can happily stagnate and abuse and create endless turmoil and division through unstable psychosis. Or you can choose love dear soul and embark upon a transcendental journey which truly will not be easy. Its all of it, your choice. For; “many are chosen, but few are called.” ~ Matthew 22:14 KJV.

Love Serves – There once was a truly loving mortal man who upon birth was under sentence of death such was his divinity. A divine mortal man who had no home, no bed to lay his head yet he served and healed the sick and lame, casting out demons. A divinely mortal man who breathed life into the dead and fed many thousands from apparent meagre rations whilst teaching love and forgiveness. A divine mortal who walked on water, emancipated women making them his equal and with apparent ease transformed water into wine. A divinely mortal man who had nothing yet spoke continuously the language of love and forgiveness. For that he was brutality scourged, ridiculed, abused, spat upon, humiliated, stripped naked and murdered and yet even as his abusers hammered nails through his hands and feet. He prayed for them that they may be forgiven for they knew not what they were doing. Thereafter his death he descended into hell released the fallen, arose again and brought forward the eternal comforter that all may have help upon the narrow path and way of loving truth. Now because I choose love that’s a role model that I can relate to for his loving values inspire and illuminate me. Is this story based in truth? Only holy truth knows for its all about states of innate soul consciousness i.e. to love or hate, to awaken or stagnate, to serve or take for thats the great story before every spirit in soul in mortal. For there are those within and certainly outside of this mans story with vested interests in other stories peddling hate and lies and not love about this man and his story and that is descension not loving ascension, thus pure falsity in public view. Therein; be aware of anyone who says good is bad and bad is good for the face and heart of hate is the polar opposite of the face and heart of love. Read this mans book to liberate the holy loving truth whilst outing every hate filled liar peddling lies. For I die daily to my loving lord by self emptying and loving service through grace. Why? Because he spoke to my soul over 2000 years ago, a voice and light in the darkness that all who come to him might be saved. Indeed a loving voice so gentle and clear even to this day. As such; he is my lord and my saviour. Not from a religious perspective but from a depth of love that is utterly mindblowing, earth shattering and consciousness lifting that I cannot but fall at his feet in floods of tears such is my unworthiness.

Inner Conviction – No matter what advocates might state the holy truth is that no religion is embodied love, no cultural identity is embodied love and certainly no intellectual identity can ever embody love. Nor will any of the former ever be so. For to truly embody love is to rise above all spirit in soul in mortal delusions and inculcations. And that requires work, indeed immense work upon the inner planes. For embodied love is not the product of egoic hyperbole, its truly a state of unifying mystical being. Indeed living in this world, knowing you’re not of it. Cognisant of that life which is yet to come. Grounded in prayers of ceaseless introspection, calming integration and humble contemplation. That is a life lived well. Indeed the golden rule in loving flow and balance. Lovingly serving every closed and open heart it matters not to one who is wholly love embodied. Now to be very clear here dear soul I’m no saint, like you I’m commited to the inner work for soul. Therein; I choose to love through prayer those who are delusional. But I will never tolerate, accommodate or give way to any nonsensical hatred being peddled as divinity in flow. For such indecency is simply the hate fuelled ramblings of low vibrational beings with low emmotional intelligence and truly nothing more. Whereas embodied love, loves the; eternal truth and seeks truth out in all things. In the process abandoning every thing and state which offers not freedom but impoverishment and enslavement through toxic inculcation. Thats why I chose to walk away from soul stagnation commencing circa five years of age. As such I have walked and continue to walk loves arduous path to loves freedom, loving soul. Because I bow to no man, I tremble before no man, I bow and tremble only before my beloved. For I have no desire when my soul casts off this clay vessel save to prostrate myself before my lord and master crying out; forgive me father I truly am a sinner. A state of being that truly deserves nothing and is saved only through eternal loving grace. One in love, from love destined to return home to love. For the book of the man, the life of the man, the selflessness of the man and the fruits of the man inform precisely where every mans heart truly is. Therein I live as my heart calls and that call is thus; “Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.” ~ Matthew 22:37-39 KJV.

Summation – As a natural empath and intuitive I’ve always been energy aware. Today that sense of consciousness leads me to an inner knowing that a rabid darkness under the radar of innate western thinking is upon us and our future world is not looking too bright. Thats why I appeal to the hearts of all liberalists and all those who are perhaps beginning to awaken. For the time is now upon us to read the book of every man and to ditch that which is hate and lies. For only then will you truly come know the new world order that you’re passively or actively inviting in. For there are worlds of love and truth and worlds of hate and lies and we all get to choose which one becomes our reality. Therein education is key if our human rights are not to be constrained by morally deviant groups who lower our horizons via violent intimation. For holy love is no false prophet for where love is so is eternal truth. Yet where wicked hating hearts are truth, peace and freedom are always murdered and that is truly a unholy world. Indeed a rancid world of barbaric violence which in truth no evolving soul desires. For; the word became flesh to lead every soul back to the light, for that is the life, way and truth.

Soul Service – I was called from birth and through ordeal to become a spirit in soul sentinel. My role; protecting the holy light from all that is unholy. Long has been my journey and much have I suffered. Still I serve for that is the role that was chosen for me, read more here.

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Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

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“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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Fin’s Near Death Experiences

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Welcome to Fin’s World Dear Soul

Note to Soul – you are eternal dear soul and no-thing nor any-one can change that save for God. How do I Fin know that? Well two near death experiences, multiple outer body experiences, far to many demonic attacks, multiple walk-ins, multiple episodes of soul fragments leaving me, my childhood home was haunted and on top of all that I’ve been moving energy and seeing spirit from very, very early childhood. A journey that cut through all the low hanging fruit of inculcated fear based religion in search of wholly, holy loving truth. Indeed a truly torrid and lonely journey through the abyss through which I truly came to understand the pure and true teachings of Yeshua the christos incarnate. For; holy love is no false prophet. You see; embracing love is to undergo a wholly transformative metanoia with a net result that hate has no place in ones heart. Such is the one at ease with; “Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” ~ Matthew 11:28-30 KJV.

NDE One – after 40 years of unrelenting abuse, illness, loss and unfathomable chaos the depths of which I cover in my first book raphael’s legacy ones mans battle for life. I’d had enough. I had been crushed into dust so many times that all my faith in my loving God and saviour had been utterly annihilated. I was weary of the never ending demonic attacks, the never ending traumas, the never ending complex illnesses that invited in a depth of medical, family and societal abuse that even today defies cognisant belief. Hate and wretchedness stalked and attacked me from every corner without mercy. No-thing got better everything became worse and worse daily. As I screamed and prayed night and day to my lord god why are you doing this to me? please, please help me. The reply was; silence followed by even greater illnesses, even greater demonic attack, walk-ins, soul loss and fracturing and even greater abuse and loss on every front. So I committed suicide, not a call for help, I was done I was out of here. First was darkness then were the screams followed by pain that I’ve never ever felt before. I called out to the lord again why are you doing this to me, please, please help me. Followed by a blinding flash of light and I was accelerating at high speed towards that light source. Then a thunderous cracking sound and I break through the immense darkness and out of a shimmering golden yet multicoloured spherical egg into pulsating light. Whereupon I was greeted by three radiant beings smiling warmly and saying well done, well done, well done. First stage over now you must go back beautiful soul and complete your soul work. Pow and I’m immediately back in my physical body convulsing violently and a whole new chapter of obscene suffering and abuse re-commences instantly.

NDE Two – I’m undergoing my second complex neurosurgery and as thats unfolding I pop out of my body and for the first time since my birth brother broke my neck circa 7.5 years of age (indeed one of multiple attemps to murder me commencing two days old) I feel light flowing through me and I’m absolutely elated. I turn to look at the unfolding surgery and think na I’m out of here and find myself sitting by a stream and I feel so well, so wonderful and so alive. Suddenly the three radiant beings from the first NDE appear beside me and the middle one says we’re so proud of you beautiful soul, so very proud of you but you must go back. I reply not a chance, I’m done I can’t and won’t do anymore of that do you have any idea of how bad that place is? No I’m staying here. They smile at me and the one on the right begins singing so sweetly as the one on the left pulls me into its being and I just meld with it. I’m shown things beyond understanding all of which was first knowledge to me in that place. Then the singing stops and the middle ones says you must go back now, we’ve always been with you throughout all of your suffering. You’ve done well and we’re so very proud of you, this final stage is crucial and the suffering will seem intolerable but we will be with you until you are one again. I cry out in anguish no, no, no, no only to awaken in ICU with my neurosurgeon looking over me with tears in his eyes informing me of just how bad things are but that he’s done his very best. And yet again a whole new chapter of suffering and brutal abuse immediately re-commences. A journey so toxic, so liberating and so utterly heartbreaking that words have no majesty. We’re now close to twenty years on from that surgical NDE, more complex diseases have burdened my journey. More loss, more chaos, a depth of demonic attack that is simply incomprehensible. I leave my body frequently and have visited home many times. Still only god and soul know how grubby little mortals like Fin get through the dark nights of their soul and dark nights of their spirit. And in truth dear soul I never, ever wish to do this again. For I know that all is love, that we come from love and will return to love, but in truth theres far to little love within mortality dear soul and thats why loving souls are eternal and grubby mortals are lovingly finite.

NDE Insights – there was so much more that unfolded during my NDE’s and greater has been my astral travelling. Amidst multiple visits to the blinding light of the crystal palace deep within my crown. None of which arose through drugs, booze or plant psychedelics. All of which arose through fasting, shadow work, service and contemplative prayer. Still a point is reached upon these otherworldly spirit in soul in mortal experiences that recounting and documenting them becomes utterly tiresome. Therein and for the record I have zero tolerance of that and those who get hung up upon what constitutes an out of body experience, a near death experience or astral travelling et al. Its not an anger its simply a soul state of o come on let go your attachment to the naming of your experience its irrelevant. Therein let me be very clear. If your soul is out of your body during anyone of the former states does it really matter what its called? Few are going to believe you anyway so get over all associations with naming groups and simply know and accept that you’re a soul having a mortal experience you’re not a mortal having a soul experience. Thereafter get on with the work of soul and drop all your silly expectations of the experience. For the great works truly are in the unfolding of loving serving soul through these experiences not of the experiences themselves. You see; in them and through them loving soul unfolds and grows dear soul thats just the way it is. Whats more as you let go of any and all attachments to your so called healing and psychic gifts through humility and kenosis stay grounded always in detached love. Thus you will truly come to know just what the work of soul to soul in soul truly is. For our sacred journey of soul is not to get lost in mortal guru ego and serving self not soul. Its all about embodying the light for others that they might be set free too. That is the life, the truth and the wholly, holy way dear soul.

Soul Lessons – and more, much more have taught me that whilst this is not my home, still the soul contract work must be done. There were no miraculous or spontaneous healings for me, only loving guidance firm and assured letting me know in no uncertain terms that the soul work down here must be done and theres no way out of that. So if I come across aloof, a little crazy and even a little terse, see that for what it is and not what it isn’t. For its all of it soul work in progress. So say a little prayer for all serving souls, for we know not our sacred souls journey as mortals. Hard and often times cruel, lonely and testing for sure. Alive or dead the wheels turn for all sacred souls. Therein; be brave, be courageous and love with all of your being. And even if you can’t get to absolute loving forgiveness shout out forgive me father, forgive them father for none of us truly know what we are doing save for a loving few. If you can do that despite everything you will see the job through and when the suffering has fallen you will be warmly welcomed home dear soul. Now and all that being said dear soul please stay in your personal power always trusting wholly in your holy soul. Thereafter; “beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ravenous wolves. You will know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes from thornbushes or figs from thistles? Even so, every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, nor can a bad tree bear good fruit. Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. Therefore by their fruits you will know them.” ~ Matthew 7:15-20 KJV.

I invite you now to also explore the life and the book of this man. Raphael’s Legacy battling for the right to life was my first self help book and you can purchase a copy here. That said and please note this book was written in an internet cafe in south london. Not an exercise in vanity but an exercise in love for despite my insanely poor health and prognosis. My soul pulled out all the stops to ensure this book was written that no other soul should have to endure the depth of abuse and suffering that I’d been through up to that time circa 2007-8. A four plus decade journey through the abyss of obscene hatred, loss, unrelenting abuse, illness and attack so dark that the light all but blinded me. Such is the power of love dear soul that nowt but love can heal. For that is the eternal sacred journey of soul. Please note dear soul that this documented journey was simply the journey of soul through purification. Deeper and much greater suffering arose through the decades of illumination unto unification. Books that will only be published when I am no more spirit in soul in mortal. Amen

Soul Service – I was called from birth and through ordeal to become a spirit in soul sentinel. My role; protecting the holy light from all that is unholy. Long has been my journey and much have I suffered. Still I serve for that is the sole role that was chosen for me as a spirit in soul philanthropist and sentinel read more here.

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Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

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Seekers Contact Form

“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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”He Chose to Suffer For Love, Thats Why Jesus is My Teacher, Role Model, Lord and Saviour.” ~ Fin

Freedom is a Choice Holy Soul

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Welcome to Fin’s World Dear Soul

Note to Soul – I choose freedom over bondage, I choose love not hate. For I am Rukha d’Koodsha and like you dear reader spirit in soul eternal embracing my rite of passage as a seeker of the kingdom deep within unto the one in one of one. That is the process of allowing divine love to blow the leaves of dissonace clear from all our eternal trees of life. Why? Because fear kills whilst love heals and thats precisely why every self-realised spirit in soul in mortal lives not in fear but in love. Indeed wholly present is the one in one of one loving fearlessly from love. That’s loves selfless sacred journey through the fires of metanoia cleansing. A living sacrifice to the great refiner requesting wholly to be forged into a beautiful unifying wedding ring of soul gold. Indeed a marriage in faith and reunification in truth through truth requiring all to know thyself by lovingly letting go of the false self to be love. That is what it is to be present and living wholly by the golden rule steadfastly loving amidst suffering. Indeed a loving state of being where all inculcated fear based religious and spiritual deviances have been purged and where spiritual and shadow work by-passing has been cleansed. For beneath the thin veneer of mortal beauty or ugliness is love in spirit in soul one in one of one. Indeed walking wholly in step with love amidst divinity dear soul for holy love is no false prophet. For as mortal man troubles may come and may never go away but blessed is the one in one of one who stays firm in God amidst unyielding troubles. How can I be so sure ? Well I’ve lived that journey for six plus decades and all that my heart could receive my lord more and more each and every day and he never fails. Still saint I am not. In mourning I hunger and thirst for truth peacefully in your holy mercy. Poor in spirit I am my lord, hated, slandered, attacked and abused for choosing love over hate. Such has been my current six plus decades that in prayer without ceasing I ask only this; guide me always, my God. Thereafter grace flows as does the call to serve through compassion. Still if this is my last day here as Fin the mortal I’m accepting of that with no fear of mortal death. Because I know after two NDE’s and seeing discarnate spirit the good and the downright demonically ugly since circa three years old. That my spirit in soul will return to the loving gaze of my lord and saviour and in truth I long for that I truly do. Therein when at last my time of service and serving is over, my spirit in soul will rejoice. For there is a depth of soul suffering beyond all mortal understanding that truly changes hearts. Pain beyond pain, loss beyond loss and all to be one in one of one again. Mindful always to be kind, compassionate and true to holy love because “Yeshua” is the way. That is the calling and journey before all who would surrender their will to; wholly, holy LOVE. For in truth we know not if our mortal tomorrow will ever come but the holy truth is love is eternal. Therein; do not confuse this calling and journey with religion for its an inner journey of becoming more christ like and has nothing to do with the wickedness of man. For the holy scriptures that prophesied the life, truth and the way unto the eternal holy state documented that reality and are true albeit contextual allegory written to illuminate literally. They were not religion or religious but a demonstration of the holy way. Thereafter only man’s innate wickedness and corruptions through divisive bastardisation and overt inculcation sort to soar every seekers soul if he and she were not discerning. For liars peddle lies as religion through the filters of self-service and mammon. How do I know that? All part of a very long journey through the lies and hypocrisy of wicked men. Through which I became truly aware of my own grubbiness and yet knowing that I am loved despite my wickedness. That is truly the process of Theosis through Kenosis. Indeed a journey of unfolding wonder amidst mourning, suffering and ceaseless loving prayer. A life of self-emptying and service all to be more for that is the life, the way and the loving truth. Indeed a lonely, gruesome and gruelling journey through ones mortifying interior castle defying all mortal sensibilities and back unto holy love.

Soul Service – I was called from birth and through ordeal to become a spirit in soul sentinel. My role; protecting the holy light from all that is unholy. Long has been my journey and much have I suffered. Still I serve for that is the role that was chosen for me, read more here.

“Love is Truth Unto and Beyond The Valley of The Shadow of Death.” ~ Kenosis is Love

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Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

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Seekers Contact Form

“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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”He Chose to Suffer For Love, Thats Why Jesus is My Teacher, Role Model, Lord and Saviour.” ~ Fin

A Brief Biography

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Welcome to Fin’s World Dear Soul

Note to Soul – I was once a graduate, post graduate and pilgrim of soul who awakened at six albeit my first conscious thought at circa three-ish was; “I wonder if all this is a dream and I will waken up from it”. No it wasn’t a dream in the greater part it was a nightmare such is the one who picks up his cross and walks. For; I’ve seen spirit since my earliest recollections and experienced multiple complex chronic and life threatening illnesses. I’ve moved energy with ease since I was a child and paid a grievous price for that which appears to be the way. Hated I’ve been, systematically abused have I been and on every conceivable front experiencing the very depths of mans inhumanity towards man. Sill rich are the rewards that await me and all those who choose the path of love and peace dear soul. For that is the way and I’ve always chosen the path of inner empowerment and to love seeking peace. Therein; I’ve travelled, studied, worked and lived far and wide dear soul. In the process of acquiring, mastering and dropping many skills, many personas and many dreams and hopes too. Such is the journey of perpetual death and rebirth. I serve those who are seeking, I serve those who are dying, I pray with and for the awakening ones and likewise for those lost in their slumbers. My work is a joy amidst the sorrows that roar deep within. As I walk the great walk of walks back home through the inner planes of wholly, holy transmutation. For; love is the frequency of 528hz that burns deep in my heart. Poor in spirit I most assuredly am, mourn I truly do for the christos in man to be lovingly unleashed. Hunger and thirst for truth and righteousness is the call from my inner-verse. Seeker of peace and peace maker I have been and I am. Persecuted I have been, still merciful and forgiving is my calling. Pure in heart I am most assuredly not, for sinner I am. That was and is the power of love in all its eternal glory which birthed an unknown depth of courage to serve and tell my story through my Self-Help, Self-Published Books. All of which I wrote 2007 in a south London internet cafe as I battled for life and back from decades of overt medical abuse. Indeed a broken bag of bones filled only with innate love. That is the frequency of love dear soul. To serve, to evolve and lovingly aspire to live truly and wholly within the golden rule i.e. “Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.” That is changing lives in loves frequency, indeed a commitment to; rebirthing soul daily. For I am the great grandson of an Irish immigrant sent to these shores by my loving great, great grandmother. In an act of great love she would fatten up and sell a pig using the proceeds to ship all her sons to these shores and safety never ever to see any of her sons again or any of her grandchildren. Why? Because she said she hadn’t suffered to give birth to all of her sons only for the goons of the IRA to brutalise them into black and tan fodder. Yet in a stroke of irony all of her sons put on the kings colours and fought bravely for freedom over tyranny. A pure Celtic trait rich within my ancient DNA for truly holy love is no false prophet. Therein I will always lovingly self-empty but I will never accept or tolerate those who seek to impoverish my soul through the rancid filters of hate, violence and intimidation. For loving peace and freedom are our sacred soul rites and all our human rights too. For that is the way, the truth and the life of agape. Indeed transcendental agape love is the highest form of love and is contrasted with eros, or erotic love, and philia, or brotherly love of spirit in soul.

Soul Service – I was called from birth and through ordeal to become a spirit in soul sentinel. My role; protecting the holy light from all that is unholy. Long has been my journey and much have I suffered. Still I serve for that is the sole role that was chosen for me as a spirit in soul philanthropist and sentinel read more here.

I invite you now – to also explore the life and the book of this man. Raphael’s Legacy battling for the right to life was my first self help book and you can purchase a copy here. That said and please note this book was written in an internet cafe in south london. Not an exercise in vanity but an exercise in love for despite my insanely poor health and prognosis. My soul pulled out all the stops to ensure this book was written that no other soul should have to endure the depth of abuse and suffering that I’d been through up to that time circa 2007-8. A four plus decade journey through the abyss of obscene hatred, loss, unrelenting abuse, illness and attack so dark that the light all but blinded me. Such is the power of love dear soul that nowt but love can heal. For that is the eternal sacred journey of soul. Please note dear soul that this documented journey was simply the journey of soul through purification. Deeper and much greater suffering arose through the decades of illumination unto unification. Books that will only be published when I am no more spirit in soul in mortal. Amen

”Prostrate before my loving father, holy is his love.” ~ Kenosis is Love

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Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

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Seekers Contact Form

“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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”He Chose to Suffer For Love, Thats Why Jesus is My Teacher, Role Model, Lord and Saviour.” ~ Fin

Christos is a Repentant Heart

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Note to Soul – We all of us (I know) come from light, albiet many who incarnate appear not to hold that light. We all of us (I know) are created from love, albeit innate love seems to be in short supply in this lowly world. We all of us (I know) come from truth and wisdom, albeit truth and wisdom appear not to be the currency of this lowly world. Net result we all of us as many souls incarnate into absolute; delusion, chaos, abuse, hate, poverty, intolerance and overtly fear driven inculcation. A short nightmare amidst the eternal cosmic dream. Indeed a call to soul to rise above the horrors imposed upon us by those who whilst fast asleep know not who they truly are. Yes a call to soul to finaly let go, bowing into surrender and knowing that we all of us (I know) are dialectic light, magnetism and electricity upon a journey of eternal loving growth. For first comes the absurdity that gives rise to the question. Then comes the truly holy journey of purification, illumination unto reunification. A seed moving through darkness to be reborn spirit in soul in light again. Yes a journey that demands self-ownership, selfless emptying, divine will and all to be more. Indeed a journey through which all pride, all arrogance, all envy, all fear, all shame and hate et al., are painfully, resplendently and lovingly purged through holy repentance. For we all of us (I know) are saints in the making, working our way back home through experiential spirit in soul in mortal experience. Therein; one day divine love will awaken within the yearnings of every spirit in soul in mortal. Thereafter every mortal will know innately that they’re not a doctor, plumber, artist, engineer, victim, freedom fighter, woman or man. Indeed they will truly know that neither they nor those whom they meet are Hindu, Saracen, Hebrew or infidel et al., but souls having a spirit in soul in mortal experience. That is why the hardest love of all is to let go of mammons delusions. For their grip is vice like as are their toxic and insipid self-serving inclinations and self-limiting intoxications. Still there are those who will rise to that hard love call to let go and yet many too who upon answering that call will immediately fall as the rigours unfold. For the hard love call to let go and trust implicitly in soul is a walk in faith alone as old worlds fall. Still you will know such souls not by their words or their posturing towards causes that may at any point take center stage. No you will know them by their fruit. Wounded but not scarred, humbled but not broken, wise but not arrogant, peaceful but not passive. Yes you will know the ones who truly know the rigours of the walk of hard love. Until then dear soul hypocrisy, whataboutery, hate and inhumanity in the name of creed, race, politics, land and money etc, will reign supreme in the chattering ramblings of the fast asleep. So pray dear soul with all of your being that all will awaken and rebirth soul daily. For it is our rite as spirit in soul in mortal to sweep our karmic leaves from our path, sprinkling our diamonds and lighting the way for others by day and night. For that is the true power of the; one in one of one who is undergoing transcendental kenosis. That is the great catharsis of unravelling the one driven to do which gives birth to the one in one of one who knows and who is still amidst no-thing. Indeed the one in one of one who leans into love unreservedly and in doing so rebirths soul daily. Indeed the one who lovingly serves in the eternal language and freqency of light in spirit in body. That is the call of the hard love of letting go to gain all. That is the wholly, holy theosis of kenosis unto oneness through which repentance acknowledges ones own lowly state. A journey that sits complementary within the chaos of emptying in a state of calmness. Indeed the transmutation of old patterns, people, places, homes, relationships, careers, finances, wounds and attachments to the unreality of mortality back into love. Thereafter tears flow, minds implode and explode as hearts are crushed into wholly, holy expansiveness. Yes letting go is the wholly, holy hard love that transforms every soul. But that requires a profound metanoia through which the hard love of letting go truly manifests peace on earth good will towards all. Not a dream but a reality born out of a higher consciousness, i.e. the light consciousness frequency of love. A state born out of silence that is not drawn to or enthralled by the acts of shadow, but still amidst chaos in wholly, holy calmness. In essence a state that requires not spiritual by-passing or fatuous awareness through plant medicine et al. No the holy truth is that; conscious alignment requires no-thing within everything which is love.

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Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

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”He Chose to Suffer For Love, Thats Why Jesus is My Teacher, Role Model, Lord and Saviour.” ~ Fin

Be Love Amidst Suffering

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Welcome to Fin’s World Dear Soul

Note to Soul – It is a journey amidst great suffering to let go of struggle and give way to love. For saints we are not born, simply saints in the making. Therein; I make no secret of the six plus decades of immense abuse and suffering that I have experienced and endured. A spirit in soul in mortal incarnation that has tested my resolve, my courage and my faith in my Lord to their very core. As such it was equally difficult for many decades to understand the magnitude of the grace in forgiveness from the one in one of one. Who called out forgive them father for they know not what they do. As they maliciously hammered nails through hands and feet. Yes I struggled for many decades with my own inner battles and the grace of my Lord. For I could not find love in my heart for those who were and had abused me in both wellness and sickness. Until that was enough inner work had been lovingly undertaken with all my transformations truly integrated. Thereafter loving forgiveness was that which expressed freely from all aspects of my being. For I became a true desciple of the way, the truth and life and in doing so I knew that love was the only way. That said; my physical suffering didn’t end, nor did the frequent malignant narcissist attacks cease as is the way of this fallen world. Still I remain wholly committed amidst my flaws and imperfections to the golden rule. Indeed a profound metanoia through which I found that to be love in suffering brought me greater inner clarrity and much greater peace. For one day divine love will awaken within the yearnings of every spirit in soul in mortal. Thereafter every mortal will know innately that they’re not a doctor, plumber, artist, engineer, victim, freedom fighter, woman or man. Indeed they will truly know that neither they nor those whom they meet are Hindu, Saracen, Hebrew or infidel et al., but souls having a spirit in soul in mortal experience. That is why the hardest love of all is to let go of mammons delusions. For that is the only way, the only truth and the wholly, holy life. So pray dear soul with all of your being that all will awaken and rebirth soul daily. For it is our rite as spirit in soul in mortal to sweep our karmic leaves from our path, sprinkling our diamonds and lighting the way for others by day and night. For that is the true holy loving power of the; one in one of one who is undergoing transcendental kenosis. That is the great catharsis of unravelling the one driven to do which gives birth to the one in one of one who knows and who is still amidst no-thing. Indeed the one in one of one who leans into love unreservedly and in doing so rebirths soul daily. But that requires a profound metanoia through which the hard love of letting go truly manifests peace on earth good will towards all. In essence a state of being based not upon spiritual by-passing, religious literalism at the expense of understanding allegory, negating shadow work or fatuous awareness through plant medicine et al. No the holy truth is that; conscious alignment requires no-thing within everything which is love.

Exercises in Love – When we walk in love the fragilities of ego slowly, slowly begin to fall away of that there is no doubt. In that state we’re no longer offended, ashamed or moved into nonsensical flights of guilt, anger or fear. For such low vibrational states no longer trouble the loving heart. Albeit they may stir one into deeper knowing that within theres still much work to be done, which is the way, the truth and the life. For there is always work to be done within our inner mansions. That said allow me to elucidate exercises in love dear soul. For there is a world of difference between fear and discernment, there is a world of difference between believing and knowing and the worlds of inculcation and faith are light worlds apart. How do I know that? Well in truth an acquired depth and breadth of experiential embodied experiences that have shaped and continue to shape how a go about daily life. Such that as I walk my walk I always carry in my heart experiential and physical gifts which I give away freely to my brothers and sisters whom I meet. As and when the situation dictates. That said; my journey has taught me that all who are fearless and willing to evolve accept those gifts despite what they may egoically think of me or themselves. Whilst all who are fearfull or running under many wide ranging inculcations reject those gifts. It is always reject or accept there is no in between. Such that if I offer a small olive wood cross to someone who has been damaged by religion, dissonance immediately arises. Likewise if I offer a crystal to an inculcated religious literalist, dissonance arises. Its the same amongst the wounded and egoics. Upon offering a view that challenges their fragility or life story, dissonance arises. Now in truth those rejections or acceptances have no impact upon my day save to perhaps on some occasions prompt me to go deeper into prayer. For I know that I do not preach, I have no desire to save nor do I subscribe to falsity or deviant self-service. Be that any and every form of religious, spiritual, cultural or intellectual dogmas. For I am by nature a soul of peace, a mortal syncretist and my sole focus is loving and serving God who is love through spirit in soul in mortality. As such I walk in spirit in soul in mortal coming from and serving in love in this world of immense suffering, not of it. Because anything and everything that brings Gods love into the consciousness of every soul who has been dispossessed, traumatised or abused. And who are suffering in any way and indeed on any level. Is right and a true rite of passage for all loving souls. That is serving the one from whom we all owe everything too. Therein my way of serving is a smile, a cheery word, a cross, a crystal or simply connecting with my brothers and sisters soul to soul in what inspires, troubles or worries them. Its all of it being love in a world of suffering for I am a serving soul wholly beholden to my loving master. As such it is my duty, right and rite of passage to serve love in a holy way of truth in life. Indeed that is the one who picks up their cross and walks, for no servant is above their master why? Because suffering for love is serving soul. All that being said saint I am not. Flawed and work in progress I most certainly am. Spirit in soul in mortal walking the long walk home in love.

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”He Chose to Suffer For Love, Thats Why Jesus is My Teacher, Role Model, Lord and Saviour.” ~ Fin

Awakening To Timelessness

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Note to Soul – Awakening is not complicated but it does require a state of consciousness that innately opens hearts. That is Love not delusion. A state that looks closely at patterns, symbols, numbers and rhetoric that displays deception in full view. Indeed insanity portrayed as sanity is always flushed out when the spirit in soul in mortal awakens. Indeed that is the birthing point of a light body consciousness e.g. when planet soul is fatuously locked down by the mantras and demands of that which cares not for soul et al.

But why do such shifts happen? Well the answer is simple and its because love is truth and when falsity rocks mortalities understandings to its very core via deceit, illness subjugation, fear and control based abuses, hate, lies, betrayal and multilayered crimes against soul divinity. Big consciousness shifts happen innately heralding cycle ending changes via an individual, group or collective metanoia. That is divinity in flow experiencing through spirit in soul in mortal. And precisely why those predestined to awaken, awake and those sleeping remain fast asleep. A timeless eternal journey where the former escapes time through divine will and the latter remains time fixed until the soul timing is ripe and soul consciousness expands. Its really not complicated dear soul, its a sole choice for all is simply divinity in flow experiencing pure love and love in dissonance in perfected polarity manifest.

Soul Service – I was called from birth and through ordeal to become a spirit in soul sentinel. My role; protecting the holy light from all that is unholy. Long has been my journey and much have I suffered. Still I serve for that is the role that was chosen for me, read more here.

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”He Chose to Suffer For Love, Thats Why Jesus is My Teacher, Role Model, Lord and Saviour.” ~ Fin

Our Rite of Passage in Soul

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Note to Soul – If you read no further of what I was drawn to bring forth in this reality. Allow me to invite your inner knowing to ponder two simple questions before you move on. 1st question:- What is the candour of your eyes in heart and mind through which you experience innate Rukha d’Koodsha? For that truly is the base line of all your current reality perceptions. 2nd question:- Does your life flow or does your life suck? As I stated; two simple questions yet with truly powerful soul growth ramifications. So powerful are those questions that when you’ve answered those questions you have another beautiful choice point before you. Indeed an opportunity to change or continue as is. Its your choice dear soul, my only caveat is choose wisely and be love. Knowing that the truth is deep within and cannot be found in the flawed reductionist, materialistic and religious rhetorics of closed one dimensional thinking. For a loving heart does not harm nor lie. So you already know the answers to those questions. You see; as spirit in soul we innately know when we know and likewise they always know when know them and we’ve seen behind their mask. That is love experiencing this lowly plane, that is spirit in soul in mortal in epic love. All of which is recorded in the akashic records where all is the holy truth and no-thing is hidden. So know that no-thing of this world is hidden and all you do is recorded free of judgement full of love. That is a call to your soul to accept, embrace and embody your unlimited potentially, letting go of all your attachments to the finite in pursuit of holy truth. A truth that celebrates the soul deepth of the one who can sit in their vulnerability free of fear. The one who can forgive yet retain all of their power. The one who can give and receive free of attachment whilst seamlessly accepting the seemingly unacceptable. Yes the one who sits calmly in love when all is hate. That is every souls rite of passage to seek, to be, to allow, to forgive and to seek, be, allow and forgive as soulful realities implode to expand in loving Kenosis. A state born out of silence that is not drawn to, fearful of or enthralled by the acts of shadow, but still amidst the seeming chaos of expanding light in wholly, holy calmness. In essence a state that requires no self-gratification, cult recognition or financial reward through fatuous awareness e.g. plant medicine et al. No the holy truth is that; conscious alignment requires no-thing within everything which is love. So please take note dear soul and seeker. Loving awakening is not the deluded world of fearful la-la lightweights, do as I say not as I do froth merchants and overt spiritual bypassing merchants. But the reality of holy loving truth and holy souls serving in truth through a loving; light in spirit in body Merkabah. Still it is sobering to note dear soul that within mortality, mortal losses, malicious abuse, attack, slander and the horrendous illnesses still exist in trace memory but they hold no pain, anger or hate. For; the Merkabah transmutes all into love. That is the rising of the universal compassion of the cosmic phoenix in readying for the great returning home. Which is why I serve as I do for I have known from a very early age that love is the only way because I am eternal soul. Therein; victim I am not, never was and never will be. Survivor I am not, never was and never will be. Albeit I have suffered greatly at the hands of the truly wicked, morally bankrupt and those insane and truly evil. Crazy really in truth because we’re all spirit in soul in mortal experiencing mortality. Therein you’d think we’d all be much kinder to each other. Not so given the scale of abuse from birth to death that many experience and far to many love perpetrating. Still my advice to those receptive to embracing a metanoia beyond their inculcated realities is; choose wisely dear soul just how you will live out your spirit in soul in mortal experiences. Because be under no illusion all things will end upon this lowly plane. After that there is always a great reckoning of soul. That is why I choose to pay back my karmic debts with humility and acceptance. Whilst equally and upon my sacred journey of soul building bridges of dharma through loving service. In essence paying back and paying forward in conscious awareness of the sanctity of a life lived well. Its a soul choice and I choose love accepting of the fact that not one of those who abused me will ever come to forgiveness as mortals. And thats really okay for after many decades of deeply painful yet transformative inner work and service, peace is liberating. Why? Because I trust that all will be well in soul. For; my sacred journey of soul is not a short story. Like yours dear reader our soul journeys are an epic sacred story with many twists and turns before peace is oneness. Thats why I have no energy to give to hate, anger or seeking revenge. For I know in the epic story of soul that; justice will be done where only true justice can be done. Thats why I choose love over the sordid pursuit of power, control and things for greater treasures are my focus for every soul. For it is so that consciousness is experiencing that which is Rukha d’Koodsha the wholly, holy breath of life. Indeed a truly pure state where hate cannot be experienced for there is only love.

”Lover or Hater I Bow to Your Divinity Anam Cara.” ~ Kenosis is Love

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“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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Holy Seeker Know Thyself

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Note to Soul – When the winds of change blow welcome the holy crisis dear soul. When your mortal worlds fall, welcome every day as an opportunity to grow. Knowing truly that the only healing in crisis is that which rises, falls and gives way to greater vibrancy. For there are many who use vampiric entrapment to enslave and keep the one who seeks one in one of one transfixed within their crisis. That is not love or healing, nor is anything that impoverishes anyone even remotely close to enlightenment. So be very wary dear soul of tricksters, narcissistic healers, false prophets and gurus who masquerade as way showers et al. Go within and discern all discrepancies between their rhetoric and the vibrancy of their fruits. For there can be no illumination without prior purification just as there can be no providential unification without the necessary purification of illumination. But that does not mean a life time of treading through the mire of swamps. It means there is a divine process unfolding in line with all universal laws. As such know that the road of sorrows is the only way. But its not a road designed to hinder, transfix or imprison any soul. Its actually the golden road that cleanses that which is unholy from every aspect of soul. Therein it is a loving healing crisis and certainly not a place of unresolvable stagnation. So please walk away from any would be healer, prophet or guru who is happy to keep you transfixed in unrelenting crisis through waffle and froth which creates nowt but an unholy co-dependency. In doing so you will allow yourself to love with all of your being dear soul learning from giants as you give way to the path of truth. Now let me be very clear here I’m not advocating spiritual by-passing nor am I saying avoid all mandatory soul cycles of purification for the soul work must be done. What I’m saying is; know that the entrapment I refer to are lightweights, charlatans, deviants, dogmas and that which distracts, disempowers and addicts. Indeed the irritations of entrapment is that which restricts your ability to powerfully sweep the leaves from your path of self-realisation. Therein seeing entrapments for what they are can save every seeker a whole lot of heartache and that is the true power of the; one in one of one who is undergoing transcendental theosis by kenosis. For saints they are not, fallible they most certainly are and thats why discernment is much needed. As they actively and passively commit to the loving process of sweeping away the leaves that obscure their path. For thats all part of the divine process of purging the dirt daily making good the holy ground that every soul walks upon by sprinkling diamonds of love wherever they go. Resting and serving wholly in humility that is the one in one of one lovingly rebirthing soul daily. This is the process of allowing divine love to blow the leaves of dissonace clear from our eternal tree of life. Indeed a journey through the eternal fire allowing the great refiner to burnish every souls innate gold into a beautiful holy wedding ring.

Wisdom is Knowing When Your Teacher, Healer, Clinician isn’t Helping.” ~ Kenosis is Love

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Leaning Into No-thing

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Note to Soul – Love with all of your being dear soul learning from giants as you give way to the path of truth. Being sure to spare yourself always or at the very least wherever possible from every unholy descent into the irritations of fleas. That is the true power of the; one in one of one who is undergoing transcendental kenosis and you will know them by their fruits. For saints they are not, fallible they most certainly are. As they actively and passively commit to the loving process of sweeping away the leaves that obscure their path. For thats all part of the divine process of purging the dirt daily making good the holy ground that every soul walks upon by sprinkling diamonds of love wherever they go. Resting and serving wholly in humility that is the one in one of one. Humbly sober in loving thought, word and deed, comforting yet vibrantly comfortable too with; “I do not want followers. My only concern is to set men absolutely, unconditionally free.” ~ Krishnamurti. Likewise is my desire dear reader that you may rebirth soul daily sweeping your leaves, sprinkling your diamonds and lighting the way for others by day and night. Therein: if I have any role in your life dear reader and seeker which I sincerely doubt its simply to show you just how noble and eternal you truly are soul. That being said you can explore my own sacred journey of soul in more detail via this link:- a brief biography. However and just before you leave this page know this dear reader. Despite decades of seeking and a life time of inner purification I know nothing so see me for what I am. Nothing that sort to be: no-thing again which manifested you reading this blog through the eyes of a seeking one in one of one. However once the seeking falls so no-thing is reborn in spirit in soul in mortal dear soul. That truly is before you now dear soul and before every sacred soul, once they’ve accepted the call of soul to embark upon their own hero’s journey. That is the great catharsis of unravelling the one driven to do which gives birth to the one in one of one who knows and who is still amidst no-thing. Indeed the one in one of one who leans into love unreservedly and in doing so rebirths soul daily.

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Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

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“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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”Chosen to Suffer For Love is Love.” ~ Fin

Rebirthing Soul Daily

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Note to Soul – Nietzsche (1884 – 1900) claimed the exemplary human being must craft his or her own identity through self-realization and do so without relying on anything transcending that life, such as; God or a soul. I’m not in wholly or holy agreement with that albeit I love that great souls work and his innate capacity to question, to strive, to suffer and to return home to peace as soul through grace. What an epic journey Friedrich Nietzsche undertook alone. The depths and breadths of which a fool like me will never understand or know. But his spirit in soul in mortal journey is still very much shaping other lives to this day and must be in and of itself celebrated. Still for this lowly little soul my belief born out of much unravelling is that it is souls innate journey as spirit in soul in mortal to strive to reperfect perfection in one of one in one. An assimilated state of being for myself that consciously commences each day by bringing forth cosmic order out of chaos. And I attempt that through: (one) opening my eyes, (in one) allowing love to flow in my heart (of one) and making my bed and stepping forward seeing, feeling, loving and serving in holy pursuit of one in one of one. That is the frequency of love dear soul. To serve, to evolve and lovingly aspire to live truly and wholly within the golden rule i.e. “Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.” That is changing lives in love, which may be better explained here through a brief biography.

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Love is; one in one of one.

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Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

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“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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”He Chose to Suffer For Love, Thats Why Jesus is My Teacher, Role Model, Lord and Saviour.” ~ Fin

It’s Your Sovereign Journey

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Welcome to Fin’s World Dear Soul

You Are a Sovereign Being – dear soul so own your innate sovereignty and surrender it not to any other mortal. For even though the road before you may be one of deep valleys of illness, chaos, loss, unfathomable travails and unending heartbreak etc. Trust the (I am) that; “No one can take my life from me. I sacrifice it voluntarily. For I have the authority to lay it down when I want to and also to take it up again. For this is what my Father has commanded.” ~ John 10:18 NLT.

Mortal Sovereignty’s Journey – is to master the art of being still in chaos. For as incarnate soul in mortal suffering is inevitable dear soul. As such the journey of spirit in soul is to transmute ones egoic circle of fear into loving wisdom through acceptance and embodied unconditional love. That is the one commited wholly to working upon the physical and metaphysical planes in harmony and balance with; spirit, air, fire, earth and water. For you are not simply a physical body dear soul. You are the sum of over seventy five thousand energy channels. Which means you must learn to detach yourself from all one dimensional thinkers and thinking. For one dimensional thinkers have no idea who or what they are so how on this lowly plane can they help you as an awakening soul? Indeed this a journey of truly profound cosmic remembering which dissolves all the dissonance of the cloud of unknowing. Therein; opening the gates to eternal freedom dear sovereign soul. All the product of an open and courageously loving heart that willingly receives the grace of God humbly. For truly “we are such stuff as dreams are made on.” ~ William Shakespeare which offers every soul the way. Indeed spirit in soul in mortal serving innately amidst the eternal dance of life. For that dear soul is truly the art of living and dying well. A journey that is the pure embodiment of one in one of one and through which every awakening spirit in soul comes to know loves innate glory. For; loves work unto self sovereignty is truly thus; “As within, so without, as above, so below, as the universe, so the soul.” ~ Hermes Trismegistus.

”Through the grace of sorrow, so spirit in soul is reborn, as is selfless loving service.” ~ Fin

Therein; do not be fooled dear soul amidst the delusions of mortality, for this is no classroom. This is a cosmic penal colony, a lunatic asylum where the conscious are destroyed and the lunatics are empowered to do whatever they want. For if this were a classroom dear soul you would never incarnate into unending psychosis and abuse. Your journey wouldn’t constantly be hindered, hijacked and blown off track by insanely self-serving satanists and energy draining vampires. No this truly is no classroom dear soul for if this were a classroom you’d be unbelievably inspired and empowered to work through that which requires work. You wouldn’t be abused by your family, your peers, your neighbours, your teachers, your friends, your medics, your intimate ones or the state and all governance and religious outlets. If this were a classroom there’d be wise, loving, insightful and structured lessons before you. Your peers and teachers et al., would all be on the same page. If this were a classroom dear soul you wouldn’t incarnate into utter confusion and perpetual loss, illness, dissonance and chaos. No this is no classroom dear soul this is a cosmic penal colony indeed an energy draining cesspit thats not your home. Therein and when you truly awaken dear soul you will distance yourself from all the low hanging fruit tricksters and lightweights. When you truly awaken dear soul you will distance yourself from the institutionalised, the sleeping, the insane and all those and that which seeks soley to syphon off your energy. When you truly awaken dear soul you will see through all the cliche merchants re: their clickbait stages of awakening, ascension symptoms expertise and claims of working through their dark nights of soul and spirit in months etc. When you truly awaken dear soul you will seek only sophia and you will stand alone in your sorrow in a state of innate peace as the worlds of madness of this penal colony unfold all around you. When you truly awaken dear soul you will be born again in spirit amidst the great unfoldments upon your inner planes. When you truly awaken again dear soul you will know that this is no classroom and that you are an eternal soul and that spirit in soul is love. Yes spirit in soul love that cannot be bought it must be courageously earned. When you truly awaken in spirit in soul dear soul you will know the truth of innate knowing. Indeed a state of loving grace that truly knows the truth of this lowly, lowly plane. For this is not a classroom dear soul thats merely a soundbite uttered by an energy vampire and self limited psyche. You see; truly pure soul teaching has a consistency and depth to it that only loving truth is able to permeate. An innate soul state that empowers, guides and uplifts by default, for truth seeks never to harm, distract or addict. A consistency designed to lead the student upon a journey upwards and not into energy draining dead-ends. Indeed a consistency so eloquently woven into loves enriching tapestry by all those who are themselves truly illuminated. So again dear soul, do not fall for the nonsense of those who cite planet earth as a school of life. Its not, far from it. It is a dark cosmic penal colony populated to overflowing with extremly low vibrational souls both the seen and unseen. Indeed the sleepers, haters and abusers are constantly and upon mass all to eager to drain your energy, lower your brow and impoverish your soul. What’s more they come in numerous energetic forms e.g. rabid wolves, victim lambs, innocent doves all with flying monkeys et al. Colloquially known as Cluster B personalities and all with dark hearts for its all a game to them. So keep your wits about you dear soul and know that your inner light deep within will guide you through all your travails amidst the ramblings and actions of all the lunatics upon this lowly, lowly plane. For when you awaken to truth and stay wholly truthful to truth, magic unfolds as does the seemingly miraculous too. So be in this world knowing wholly, holy that you’re not of this world. Remembering always that this is not a classroom and school of hard knocks, this is the low vibrational cesspit of samsara. Indeed a place for the lost and the unredeemable as long as they refuse to awaken. But you dear reader and eternal soul are not chained to this lowly plane, you are free in loving spirit. Therein; “Let nothing disturb you, Let nothing frighten you, All things are passing away: God never changes. Patience obtains all things, Whoever has God lacks nothing; God alone suffices.”~ St. Teresa of Avila.

Now lets be very clear here dear soul. I didn’t articulate the above insight because I’m some how deficient and ignorant of the process of learning down here on planet earth. On the contrary I know the process intimately. Therein I wrote the above through love and to shake every awakening soul into greater consciousness. For there is no love, no healing, no redemption and certainly no evolution for the one who becomes ground down by the peddled mantras of sick victimhood acceptance. You see the way is; eyes wide open, heart mind connected holy to the cosmic mind. Thereafter; free from the chains of nonsense peddled as wisdom is the one who is self-liberated and self-realised. For divine truth is innate and in truth divine truth is available to all who are awakened spirit in soul consciousness dear soul. Therein start with the awakening child. Liberate the child don’t imprison it. Don’t abuse the awakening child or inculcate any child as this child of God was so maliciously inculcated with the poisons of anger, of lack, of fear, of shame, of guilt and unworthiness et al. Spare them as a matter of unconditional love from the journey through the pitiless bad lands. Empower every awakening child to be all that “I am” can be by aiding their work upon their karmic shadow wounds in safety and don’t addict them, lie to them or disempower them. For the work upon this lowly plane is to lovingly serve and remember through awakening, why? Because this experience whilst seemingly hellish and endless is absolutely finite so its imperative to know that; “Can death be sleep, when life is but a dream, And scenes of bliss pass as a phantom by? The transient pleasures as a vision seem, And yet we think the greatest pain’s to die. How strange it is that man on earth should roam, And lead a life of woe, but not forsake His rugged path; nor dare he view alone His future doom which is but to awake.” ~ John Keats (1795-1821).

That said I invite you now to explore the life and the book of this man. Raphael’s Legacy battling for the right to life was my first self help book and you can purchase a copy here. In truth and please note this book was written in an internet cafe in south london. Not an exercise in vanity but an exercise in love for despite my insanely poor health and prognosis. My soul pulled out all the stops to ensure this book was written that no other soul should have to endure the depth of abuse and suffering that I’d been through up to that time circa 2007-8. A four plus decade journey through the abyss of obscene hatred, loss, unrelenting abuse, illness and attack so dark that the light all but blinded me. Such is the power of love dear soul that nowt but love can heal. For that is the eternal sacred journey of soul. Please note dear soul that this documented journey was simply the journey of soul through purification. Deeper and much greater suffering arose through the decades of illumination unto unification. Books that will only be published when I am no more spirit in soul in mortal. Amen

Soul Service – I was called from birth and through ordeal to become a spirit in soul sentinel. My role; protecting the holy light from all that is unholy. Long has been my journey and much have I suffered. Still I serve for that is the sole role that was chosen for me as a spirit in soul philanthropist and sentinel read more here.

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Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

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Seekers Contact Form

“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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”He Chose to Suffer For Love, Thats Why Jesus is My Teacher, Role Model, Lord and Saviour.” ~ Fin

If Tomorrow Never Comes

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Welcome to Fin’s World Dear Soul

Note to Soul – are you 100% sure dear soul that if tomorrow never comes all will be well? Are you 100% sure dear soul that if tomorrow never comes you have served divinity in flow? Are you 100% sure dear soul that if tomorrow never comes that love has been the rock upon which you’ve lived out this current incarnation? For if you can answer YES to all those questions then you already truly know the loving power of the; one in one of one who knows that each moment is precious. A state of being that lives through the lense of love. Indeed an incarnate spirit in soul in mortal that truly knows that love is our only reason for being. A profound metanoia that humbly serves in a lowly world being not of it. Authentically awakened peace, embodied so gentle and sweet. Fully understanding of the great and eternal truth that tomorrow may never come and all that there is, is; now. For when all in divine timing tomorrow doesn’t come the glory of love will effortlessly and lovingly return home. Therein sit if you will and ponder dear soul what will it truly mean if for you, your loved ones, and your community, tomorrow never comes. Then and only then will you truly know if you’ve lived a life of righteousness, honouring divinity in flow. A state of being that requires a truly profound agape metanoia, for; without that all is delusion. The key is that this is not a process of naming, shaming and guilt tripping. This is a process that’s always divinely ochesteated for those souls brave enough and courageous enough to do the shadow work of accepting, transmuting, integrating and letting go of the not really me. Indeed a call to soul to truly accept the eternal truth that whilst tomorrow as a mortal may never come soul is truly eternal, that’s agape dear soul.

Agape Metanoia – is truly a state of being that cathartically lets go of all dissonant thinking e.g. “it can’t get any worse.” Because in stating that position you’re actually inviting divinity to show you that things can get a whole lot worse. How do I know? Well I had wardrobes of those silly tee shirts, but in truth thats simply the programming of mammons inculcations in play. That is why the one upon the narrow path must undergo a truly profound agape metanoia dear soul. For through grace one drops each and every victimhood theme, story and thought form. Choosing instead to stay always in a place of loving humble gratitude. You see dear soul there are no clichés in this wholly, holy state and certainly no need for any form of faking intent. For there is only loves holy truth within the chosen one in one of one undergoing agapes holy metanoia. That is the state of mystical union that oozes from the one in one of one who actively and passively embodies the letting go of all worldly groans. Hard work initially, dissolving over time into effortlessness as ones journey unfolds. Indeed that is the one in one of one who truly comes to know that NOW is all that we ever have. For no one knows if tomorrow will come and thats precisely why; the one in one of one loves. Therein aligning wholly with and embodying pure forgiveness, innate gratitude, compassion, trust, surrender and service all of which are holy love. That is a life lived well dear soul which truly enables impeccably divine soul growth. Indeed a life and state of being through which one truly becomes an embodied conduit of living, vibrant energetic love soul to soul to soul. At ease within this lowly world, albeit; attached not to mortality.

Soul Service – I was called from birth and through ordeal to become a spirit in soul sentinel. My role; protecting the holy light from all that is unholy. Long has been my journey and much have I suffered. Still I serve for that is the role that was chosen for me, read more here.

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Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

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“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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”He Chose to Suffer For Love, Thats Why Jesus is My Teacher, Role Model, Lord and Saviour.” ~ Fin

The Hard Love of Letting Go

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Note to Soul – one day divine love will awaken within the yearnings of every spirit in soul in mortal. Thereafter every mortal will know innately that they’re not a doctor, plumber, artist, engineer, victim, freedom fighter, woman or man. Indeed they will truly know that neither they nor those whom they meet are Hindu, Saracen, Hebrew or infidel et al., but souls having a spirit in soul in mortal experience. That is why the hardest love of all is to let go of mammons delusions. For their grip is vice like as are their toxic and insipid self-serving inclinations and self-limiting intoxications. Still there are those who will rise to that hard love call to let go and yet many too who upon answering that call will immediately fall as the rigours unfold. For the hard love call to let go and trust implicitly in soul is a walk in faith alone as old worlds fall. Still you will know such souls not by their words or their posturing towards causes that may at any point take center stage. No you will know them by their fruit. Wounded but not scarred, humbled but not broken, wise but not arrogant, peaceful but not passive. Yes you will know the ones who truly know the rigours of the walk of hard love. Until then dear soul hypocrisy, whataboutery, hate and inhumanity in the name of creed, race, politics, land and money etc, will reign supreme in the chattering ramblings of the fast asleep. So pray dear soul with all of your being that all will awaken and rebirth soul daily. For it is our rite as spirit in soul in mortal to sweep our karmic leaves from our path, sprinkling our diamonds and lighting the way for others by day and night. For that is the true power of the; one in one of one who is undergoing transcendental kenosis. That is the great catharsis of unravelling the one driven to do which gives birth to the one in one of one who knows and who is still amidst no-thing. Indeed the one in one of one who leans into love unreservedly and in doing so rebirths soul daily. Indeed the one who lovingly serves in the eternal language and freqency of light in spirit in body. That is the call of the hard love of letting go to gain all. That is the theosis of kenosis in oneness. A journey that sits complementary within the chaos of emptying in a state of calmness. Indeed the transmutation of old patterns, people, places, homes, relationships, careers, finances, wounds and attachments to the unreality of mortality back into love. Thereafter tears flow, minds implode and explode as hearts are crushed into wholly, holy expansiveness. Yes letting go is the wholly, holy hard love that transforms every soul. But that requires a profound metanoia through which the hard love of letting go truly manifests peace on earth good will towards all. Not a dream but a reality born out of a higher consciousness, i.e. the light consciousness frequency of love. A state born out of silence that is not drawn to or enthralled by the acts of shadow, but still amidst chaos in wholly, holy calmness. In essence a state that requires not spiritual by-passing or fatuous awareness through plant medicine et al. No the holy truth is that; conscious alignment requires no-thing within everything which is love.

A – Ω

Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

A – Ω

Seekers Contact Form

“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

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”My Three R’s are; Raguel, Raphael, Regulus.” ~ Kenosis is Love

”He Chose to Suffer For Love, Thats Why Jesus is My Teacher, Role Model, Lord and Saviour.” ~ Fin